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Very ill, alone, scared

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Posted by: storm1688

Hello Everyone,
I am very new to this, but something has told me to do this. What can it hurt.
I am in 4th stage kidney failure. I am having trouble with my heart, it just isnt beating right, I can feel it. Sometimes it hurts, it races, skips, but it always scares me. I have 3 herniated discs in my neck, I have mild seziures where my vision goes haywire, these are getting farther apart. I have some breathing problems also. I guess you can say I am a mess.
I am young, well kind of, I am 42. I have a 19 year old son who stays with me all the time, so I dont have to be alone. But I refuse to burden him with my worry & talk to him about how scared I am. I am the mother, I can not put this off on my son, so I keep it inside. My mother lives with me. She is 62 with a very bad back, and her health is poor. She is trying her best to support us on her social security & working 3 days a week. I am disabled but get very little money. I refuse to pray for money. God knows what I need, if he wants me to have it he will see to it that it happens. Sometimes we can not afford the gas for doctors appoinments.
My whole family has either passed away or lives far away and dont want to be bothered with us. Soon I will lose my home. I need family & friends. I worry if something should happen to me, my son will have no one. I need someone in my life to talk to, to become friends with, someone my son will talk to if he needs to.

Please pray for my health, I do not want to leave my son alone. He is my best friend & we are always there for eachother. Please bring someone close for be to be able to talk to, to rid myself of this heavy feeling of having everything bottled up inside. I just want to go through one day with the peace of mind that everything is going to be ok.
Please God hear my call for help, let me feel you in my life.

AMEN


Posted by: smb1976

Lord, I thank you for this sister. I thank you for her faith to know that you will supply her needs. Father I pray that you mercy and grace will surround her. Please bless her Lord, send her a divine healing. Heal her kidneys, lungs and heart Lord. Do what doctors say is impossible. Father I pray that you strengthen her son. Bless him Lord. Guide him through this time with his mother and grandmother.

I pray Lord that you supply their every need. Where there is fear I pray peace and comfort. Where there is worry I pray joy. Lord I know that you are a miracle working and I pray that you will deliver a miracle to this family.

I thank you Lord in advance. I glorify your name and I pray that when this sister is free frm illness and worry she will testify to your glory! Thank you Lord. I ask all these things in Jesus name! Amen.

Stephanie


Posted by: eagle4him

Father in the name of Jesus we come boldly to Your throne of grace. You are the Alpha and the Omega, and You have recorded enternity from the beginning. We ask Lord for provision right now in Jesus name. We ask for angels to be dispatched to minister to this family in the name of Jesus. We thank You Lord that You will not leave this family nor will You forsake them. To You be all the glory!

But Lord I am angry at the works of the devil. Satan the Lord rebuke you! We come against the attacks of the enemy. We command every demon every devil every throne every ruler of darkness to let go of this family. Spirit of infirmity we command you to go. You are trespassing on holy ground. I plead the blood of Jesus over this lady, her mom and son. I plead the blood of Jesus over this household. I plead the blood of Jesus over their health, their finances and their peace.

I speak health and happiness, life and longevity. I break every yoke of bondage over this household. I command every principality every demon to flee right now.

Holy Sprit breathe life into this household. I declare prosperity in the name of Jesus. I declare long life in the name of Jesus. I declare healing in the name of Jesus. We command every bone, every vertebrae, every organ, every tissue, every fluid in their bodies to lien up with the world of God that says that by the stirpes of Jesus you are healed!

Now walk in this healing. Woman, thou are loosed!

Victory is the Lord's. It was finished on Calvary!

Lord, now bring heaven down to earth for this family we pray in Jesus name.


Posted by: Beverlyjoy

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Originally Posted by smb1976
Lord, I thank you for this sister. I thank you for her faith to know that you will supply her needs. Father I pray that you mercy and grace will surround her. Please bless her Lord, send her a divine healing. Heal her kidneys, lungs and heart Lord. Do what doctors say is impossible. Father I pray that you strengthen her son. Bless him Lord. Guide him through this time with his mother and grandmother.

I pray Lord that you supply their every need. Where there is fear I pray peace and comfort. Where there is worry I pray joy. Lord I know that you are a miracle working and I pray that you will deliver a miracle to this family.

I thank you Lord in advance. I glorify your name and I pray that when this sister is free frm illness and worry she will testify to your glory! Thank you Lord. I ask all these things in Jesus name! Amen.

Stephanie
Lord God, I pray in agreement with this prayer and all others in the name of Jesus. Move speedily in the behalf of this family.


Posted by: Praying Gal

"You have not because you ask not." I do not think there is one thing wrong, personally, with your praying for financial help (the onlly thing is - and this is just my personal belief - whatever extra that came in, even what very little extra I had, I would try to make a love offering to the Father from.) I have prayed for financial help, a better job, to be able to get out of debt and so on and seen miralces. Countless others have also.

If you had a very rich and loving earthly father, would you ask him for help?
Anyway, I will be praying for you to get financial help, possibly from some Church and/or some kind of social service agency. I wonder if you have a social worker. Seems to me you would qualify for some kind of help in that direction. Sometimes we get so down that we are afraid to look up even a little bit for help. I will pray that you contact some people to find out what services you may qualify for, maybe you and your mother also.

I will also pray for you to have a friend (you can pm me anytime )
that you can talk to, and that you get good medical care.


Posted by: Mr. B

My heart breaks for you dear soul! You seem to have a kind and gentle spirit adn that is apparent from what you right - with such caring and love for your son and mother! Not wanting to be a burden to anyone.

I know the feeling. My mother is so sick and i never want to tell her when I'm not feeling well. Mom prays for so many people on a couple of church prayer chains and folks have called her over the years - people who haven't talked to mom in years sometimes... just to call because they are in need of prayer and they knew they could count on her.

I think that your mom and son count on you! I think that is wonderful, and i am praying for miracles of healing, restoration and blessings!

Father God, PLEASE quickly heal this dear soul of kidney or any other problems, restore her body systems and take care of the financial burdens dear Lord! YOU are the Only way to the solution God - YOU have all the answers and we are trusting you to take care of everything!

In Jesus precious name we trust, pray and believe!


God bless you and keep you and your family!!!!