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Praying to strengthen my broken spirit

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Posted by: Illuminate

I pray and would appreciate everyone that even so glances at this request for strong prayers to do in the name of Jesus. A very extreme and emotionally painful recent life experience has left me with a broken spirit. At the age of 34 years old I thought to have believed I had found a beautiful man inside and out. He was completely humble and benevolent. We dated and thought to have known him for over a year now. After many years of not trusting any man, he was the one whom earned my trust. Just recently he reveals his sexuality and tells me he is partially gay, bisexual. My heart and spirit broke but did not show my true emotions until he left. That one night I shall never forget and am having difficulty in coping with. I can accept but to deal it, it is very disheartening. He wasn't too nice at the end either and I became angry with him for playing with my emotions and challenging his own fears by using me and not thinking of the consequences at the end, knowing he would change. I am trying to forgive him because he is a good man. He once before shared how 8 years ago he has been depressed dealing with anxiety and taking antidepressants at the time. He never did disclose as to why and I never persistate but I feel now I know. I am not sure but do believe he has been fighting to become normal, furthermore, I would like strong prayers to ask God in giving Mario strength and wisdom to over come his bisexuality and allowing Christ in his heart. In addition, strength in rebuking his evil thoughts.

Moreover, Pray for me as well to overcome my emotional pain and that Mario allows God and me into his heart once again. On a positive note, he is seeking God so please help him with prayers for his deliverance to come soon.

Thank you in advance,

Illuminate


Posted by: cgirl

Our Father, I agree in prayer with Illuminate. Save heal and deliver Mario from all sin. Take away the depression from him as well. Send many Holy Ghost people in his direction to be his friends. Let him call upon you and restore him as well, with you God all things, all things, everything is possible, there is nothing to hard for you. I ask that you would heal Illuminate completely from head to toe, inside and out bring restoration in your holy and powerful name, amen.


Posted by: Illuminate

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Originally Posted by cgirl
Our Father, I agree in prayer with Illuminate. Save heal and deliver Mario from all sin. Take away the depression from him as well. Send many Holy Ghost people in his direction to be his friends. Let him call upon you and restore him as well, with you God all things, all things, everything is possible, there is nothing to hard for you. I ask that you would heal Illuminate completely from head to toe, inside and out bring restoration in your holy and powerful name, amen.



Cgirl, I can't thank you enough! You are encouraging me like you would not believe. I am even learning how to pray by just reading such beautiful inspiring and genuine prayers from you! You are an amazing human being and may God give you strength to over come the tough times you are dealing with as well. I too shall pray for you my friend.

God bless you because you have projected such encouragement in me this evening. Thank the Lord for this amazing website and thanks Jerry!

Illuminate