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God, I'm giving up on you

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Posted by: waiting

As much as it hurt, I must give up on you God. I understand that sometimes a father does not love his son. I have lived that in real life and now I feel it in my spiritual life. I don't understand why you have never let me live. I have done well by you and help many others, but still you refused to acknowledge me. I've cried out to you and told you how I needed you and how I was broken...a broken man...and I waited for you to show me your will, but you remained silent. I can no longer take this coldness in my life and I must tell you good-bye. you know how much I wanted and needed you in my life, but I understand now that I am nothing in your eyes and always will be. I feel much sorrow, because I believed in you. Now, I hope my heart grows cold like the other people in this world, so I can lie to myself about happiness.


Posted by: talena

God,

I know that you hear me and answer my prayers. I know you love me. I ask you Father that you touch this man today. Give him blessings that you have set aside for me. Go to him right now Lord and give him peace. The things that I have asked you for can in no way compare to what he needs from you right now. Lord, hear his prayer...hear my prayer. Pour your Spirit out on waiting...take away from me to give to him if you have to. Draw him closer to you. Whereever he is...whatever he is doing, Lord go to him. Send a messenger of hope to minister to his needs. You came to set the captives free and I declare this man will be free in Jesus' name. Heal his broken spirit, Lord, make him whole. Fill him with peace and love. Give this man a vision Lord, make it plain. He is crying out to you to help him...I am standing in the gap knowing that you are moving on him right now. God, I pray a hedge of protection around this man, encamp your angels around him to guard his spirit. I pray all negative influences on his life gone in Jesus' name. Move swiftly Lord. I pray this knowing that you are an awesome and mighty God and I know that you are going to move. Father, send someone to teach this man what he has to do to hold on to your blessings and promises. In Jesus' mighty name...AMEN!


Posted by: Kristie

I rebuke you satan in the name of Jesus, with the authority given to me I cast you off and out of this man! You are a liar and a thief and you cannot have this man! I command you in the name of Jesus to release him! I cry out to Abba Father to send His army of angel warriors against you! They surround this man in battle stance! Holy Spirit flood this man, He is crying out for You, flood him and show Him you are there, right there, and You have heard every cry from his lips, you have witnessed every tear he has shed, and acknowledged them all. Give him wisdom Holy Spirit, open the eyes of his heart and show him that You have been there all along, that the enemy has blinded him, placed a shroud of deception about him so that he could not see you or feel you. Give him the truth Holy Spirit and the strength and power to rebuke the enemy and cast him off. Give him the strength to help you smash the enemy in his place! Holy Spirit show him whatever it is that the enemy is using to oppress him. Give him clear vision of the hindrince the enemy has grabbed hold of to subdue and cover him over. Be it a unforgiveness in his heart for himself, someone else. Be it a inquity in him, something that is done by him at the enemys urging, something that thus far may have even been hidden to him or played off as "alright to do" by the enemy whispering such into his mind, something used by the enemy to put a shroud between You and him so that he cannot hear Your voice. We know that this is totally the enemy Father God, the enemy is lying to him and just like me three weeks ago Father, the enemy is trying to take him out, trying to convince him that You and Your word is a lie, and therefore there is nothing else to hope for, no help, nothing to live for in You. You showed me Father that it was a lie, that the enemy was closing in on me and trying to take me out to stop the incredible blessings You had right there for me, that You were reaching Your hand out to bestow upon me. Grab the enemy with Your other hand Father God, and rip his embrace off my brother here, just like you did me...send the messenger to my brother Father God, send him just like you did to me in whatever form is needed to open the eyes of his heart and let him see clearly. Cleanse him Father God, show him truth so he can release whatever it is that the enemy is binding him with. Shake the foundations Lord Jesus, pluck Your child out of the enemys hands! I cast you satan into the outer darkness to await judgement day, I cast you away from my brother in Christ, you shall not have him! Be gone now in the Name of Jesus, our precious Lord of light and savior. My brother here is covered in the blood of Jesus and you cannot touch him anymore. The chains are broken from him. The angel warriors of God surround him and the Holy Spirit shows Himself with a flooding into his body and heart! Praise You Lord, we thank You Lord, rescue Your lambs from the wolves! All glory be unto You! Amen.


Posted by: talena

Amen!!

Loose This Man And Set Him Free, In Jesus' Name!


Posted by: Kristie

My brother, I do not just want to come here and pray for you and cast these demons of oppression off of you...I want to talk to you. Do not just go away here, talk to us! The devil is lying to you. I can see through the words that you wrote here that he is doing to you what he did to me three weeks ago. The enemy is saying this stuff to you and you are heartbroken, you are crying out for God to speak to you and tell you that it is not true! I was there, trust me, for 24 hours the enemy had me believing that all of it was a lie, every single thing about God was lie, Him, His Word, His promises, and I was devastated because I knew that if all this was the truth, that it is all a lie, that I was a dead woman! There was nothing to hold onto, no hope, no future, not one worth anything and I would be better off dead anyway. It is real hard to have the enemy dunk you, and what feels like, take you out when you know you have stood strong in the Lord and been obediant. When you were so full of expectency and reaching out for the blessings, just waiting, you walked it, you sowed into it, you did all you were told to do, and bam, it was gone..nothing left, just ripped right out of your hands. But that is how the enemy works. I have found out that whatever it is that you have been seeking from the Lord, it is right there...it was being handed over to you, and that is why the enemy is doing this to you, why he is swooping in to stead it away! He is making a great last ditch effort to steal it away from you! Do not let him have it! He has not gotten anything yet, he is just trying to get you to let go of it so he can take it from you and run off with it! Do not let go! Rise up and pull it back out of his grasp, it is yours! God will show you that it is yours, and it is still there, the enemy may have set you back a step but it is still there and it is on the way...cast him away from your blessings and open up to recieve them yourself.

Talk to us, God has sent us to help you.


Posted by: lizzie1007

God brings no man into the conflicts of life to desert him. I pray that our Lord will give you the peace you need in your life. Keep praying and truly give it to the Lord....he is there ....he has been there....and he always will be......blessings .............Lizzie

Blessed is the man who perseveres under trail......................he will receive a crown of life.......James 1:12


Posted by: Copper

Dear God, I beseech You,
Break this person and go to them with the force of five hundred angels.
Show yourself to them,
I know this will be done,
amen.
Thank you dear Father.


Posted by: jedijeb

Lord Jesus reach out to Your child today and lead him to Your love. Lord pour out the Holy Spirit to guide, convict and comfort. Do not let Satan claim this one as his victory, make it a sound defeat. Lord make waiting into a great witness for You. In Jesus' name I pray, Amen.


Posted by: MASZOO

Lord, I pray that you will touch them. Let them know that you are there and that you really do care and love them. Open their eyes so that they can see you.
Amen


Posted by: lennon57

Brother you would not have come here if you were not trying to break free of Satan's grip. What you are going through is the same thing I went through MANY TIMES before I gave in completely to God. You are in a position right now where you need to SPEAK TO SOMEONE PERSONALLY, someone in your church, town, or whatever, and ask them to help you get through this. We are here, we will pray, we will STAND IN THE GAP against Satan and his unholy attacks on you, but talk to someone, one on one, any church, jsut walk in and talk. Father I lift this man up to you today asking for the banishment of Satan from his life today, SATAN WE CAST YOU OUT!!!! I pray as your unworthy and humble servant that you pour out your Living water in to this man's soul and reclaim what is rightfully your, Jesus. I take the Stand in agreement to all prayers for your safety, comfort, and restoration in our Lord Jesus Christ and ask, no, DEMAND that all agree in prayer for your restoration today. HOLY HOLY HOLY IS THE LORD GOD ALMIGHTY, THERE IS NO ONE LIKE YOU, YOU ARE THE GREAT I AM. God bless you son, come back and pray with us here, we love you, and so does Jesus, he told me so and I know it is true.
Peace be to you and many blessings.
Doc
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Philippians 1
19Yes, and I will continue to rejoice, for I know that through your prayers and the help given by the Spirit of Jesus Christ, what has happened to me will turn out for my deliverance

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Originally Posted by waiting
As much as it hurt, I must give up on you God. I understand that sometimes a father does not love his son. I have lived that in real life and now I feel it in my spiritual life. I don't understand why you have never let me live. I have done well by you and help many others, but still you refused to acknowledge me. I've cried out to you and told you how I needed you and how I was broken...a broken man...and I waited for you to show me your will, but you remained silent. I can no longer take this coldness in my life and I must tell you good-bye. you know how much I wanted and needed you in my life, but I understand now that I am nothing in your eyes and always will be. I feel much sorrow, because I believed in you. Now, I hope my heart grows cold like the other people in this world, so I can lie to myself about happiness.



Posted by: PrayerWarriorPrincess

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Originally Posted by waiting
As much as it hurt, I must give up on you God. I understand that sometimes a father does not love his son. I have lived that in real life and now I feel it in my spiritual life. I don't understand why you have never let me live. I have done well by you and help many others, but still you refused to acknowledge me. I've cried out to you and told you how I needed you and how I was broken...a broken man...and I waited for you to show me your will, but you remained silent. I can no longer take this coldness in my life and I must tell you good-bye. you know how much I wanted and needed you in my life, but I understand now that I am nothing in your eyes and always will be. I feel much sorrow, because I believed in you. Now, I hope my heart grows cold like the other people in this world, so I can lie to myself about happiness.


Lord, You know the enormous isolation and distress one passes through in tragic circumstances. I recall Elijah and his struggles and Job and his. Lord I pray for that still small voice to minister to this dear one. I pray that You Lord will show this man that Your love for him does not depend upon his feelings, nor his circumstances. Lord I ask that this man be given the encouragementment that You know that he needs to regain hope and confidence to move forward in life. I pray Lord that his son will, like the prodigal, come to his senses and leave his wrong ways and walk with You. Nothing is impossible with You and we do believe, regardless of how long we must wait to achieve our answer. Lord, touch this man and revive him. in Jesus Name amen


Posted by: JeriRose12

If God does not love you, then why am I crying? The love of God for you in me, is crying tears. How the Father cries when His children think He does not love them.

I pray, Lord, that He will enviosion Jesus on the cross, then try to convince himself that You don't love him.

This is demonic, brother! Rise up and tell those demons to GO!!! The devil is a liar; don't let him win! Get mad at the devil, not God!!!



~JeriRose~


Posted by: bob_the_fat

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Posted by: Kristie

Bob,
Not real sure what you are trying to impart by your post. I sense that you feel "waiting" is putting on theatrics to get a rise out of the rest of us. That he needs a medal for a good performance. I dont know..but I would hesitate to make lightly of this post. If he is giving a grand performance, then I would shudder for his sake...that he would test God in such a manner with the intent of entertainment. If he is not putting on a performance, then I would shudder for your sake that you would make light of it and test God in that way. And maybe you did not mean anything of the sort by your post...and I have just missed the point altogether.

I am concerned about this brother in Christ. I have been down to this pit myself, and when you get in this pit...it is life and death. I do not want this man to stay in the pit long enough for the enemy to win..we need to pull him out. If he is just a great actor, then I am going to pray for him more, because if he is lost enough to make a mockery of God, then he is going to the pit anyway, either way, this man is in trouble. Anyway you toss it up in the air, this is demon activity and we are called out in Christ to be demon destroyers.

Waiting....talk to us here. I do not feel good about this post falling away into the archives of this board. We are waiting on you "Waiting". We know that you did not post this and just fall away. Say what you want here, we are listening and there is no condemnation here among your brothers and sisters. You could have spoke these words in the privacy of your room and God would have heard them, but you typed them here because you wanted us to hear them and respond...and you have read the responses. You did not do this just to walk away without wonder of what happened from here. Even if you were just performing, you are watching the works that came from it. I dont believe you are performing...

We are waiting............


Posted by: bob_the_fat

He probably isn't an actor he is just realizing that the impact of his prayers aren't what they want them to be because IT ISN'T GOING TO HAPPEN. Sorry about being Negative Nancy, but, what can you do.


Posted by: lennon57

YOU could be a little more responsible with your replies, Bob, just my opinion, and I'm sure many others here, but I think I'm right. No one wants you to leave because you need God more than anyone I've seen besides myself, and we're out to save you at all cost, including the cost Jesus paid, but If this guy reads what you wrote here and the effect is negative or even worse, God forbid, you might want to consider yourself partially responsible for what happens to him. That is responsibilty, and I don't think you have any real understanding of what that concept means. Think about it. Read my post to you in the thread "pray for healing Heather's eye injury", maybe you'll understand a little better what I am trying to say to you. I know people say "you can't make somebody do something", but you sure can provide the environment for them to go over the edge by recklessly throwing out statements like this for a possibly suicidal person to read and run with it. That is not only irresponsible, it's evil even in the secular definition. Help us help you, Bob. Think about it. Pray hard for this one Kristie, he needs it. I am going into overtime for brother Bob. God Bless you Bob, I hope you find what you are looking for here and for once hope it isn't at some poor lost soul's expense. Whatever someone has done to you to make you feel like this, it can be sorted through. I'm praying for a miracle for you, but it starts in your OWN heart. BTW, you really shouldn't try to justify your actions by saying sorry what can you do, it isn't hard to read between the lines on that one. No guilt on your part because you relieve yourself of that responsibility by giving the impression you can't do anything about it. A small word of encouragement would be nice for this fellow even if you think he's out for attention, or an Oscar as the case may be, ever thought of that? You might just help someone instead of trying to hurt them disguised as a captian of the debate team. You can be responsible with your observations. What has this man done to you other than disturb your fractured sensibilities? You need help, I pray you get it. We love you, I love you, that's just the way it is. Try closing your eyes and thinking about Jesus on the cross dying for you. Can you do that very long without feeling it? Can you stay on one thread long enough to actually listen to what others are trying to explain to you? Help us help you. If you don't think you need it you're wrong. I used to BE you. I would like to see you be happy. I'm actually counting on it.
Peace
Doc
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Originally Posted by bob_the_fat
He probably isn't an actor he is just realizing that the impact of his prayers aren't what they want them to be because IT ISN'T GOING TO HAPPEN. Sorry about being Negative Nancy, but, what can you do.



Posted by: barbara82jean

I guess most people have felt like,at times, that maybe God wasn't listening,but He's always there. He will see you through this, if you let Him. Reach out to Him and He will be there everytime.He loves you more than anyone in this life could.How many people do you know that would die just for you?? I pray that God will open your eyes to see the wonderful love He has for you.


Posted by: bob_the_fat

I was told that the environment one lives in doesn't matter. Go to Christian discussions, discussions for non believer like Bobthe FAt, and tell me that environment does matter from those posts. No. I don't really care what happens to this person. For they cannot seem to understand that bad things happen and you have to pick it up and try again. I was framed for falsifying grades in a grade book. I almost got expelled, but luckily I didn't. I missed several term tests that I was not allowed to make up. I ended up with a pretty ****py GPA (2.8) at the end of my sophomore year. Now I am working hard as hell to get my GPA back up. I fought through that **** and now I'm nearly back on track. Aside from my parents, there was no one there to back me up. No one. No matter what I did or say, no one assisted me in helping me prove to them that I didn't do it. So I got through that, and understood that bad things happen and I have got to go on with my life.


Posted by: chosen2

I was just surfing the net.When I found this web page. Thank God. God wants you to know he knows your troubled.He remembers your pain growing up as a child.God knows your cying out to have that father you never had just say I love YOU. Well God says I love you. I chose you and you are mine.And nothing is going to take you out of the palm of his hand.Sometimes in life I also go through times when I dont fill Gods presence in my life.But hes thier.God promises never to leave or forsake you.And he wont.So dont give up,keep up the faith.You will understand some day the great trials we go through and why.Thier deffenetly not that fun sometimes.And we dont always fill that love in those trials.The battle that your going through is only tempuary.Your father will walk with you every mile untill you reach the mountain top.Your not a actor ,Because underneth all that pain thiers a child.You have the faith of a child who wants his abba. God Bless.


Posted by: aukimi

I believe that you are here on this web site, is a sign that God hasn't and will never give up on you. He hasn't left you, and never will. I will prayer for you. I too, doubt and get angry, but I tell God and he gives me peace.


Posted by: Kristie

Bob,
Why exactly are you here on a Christian prayer board if you are a non-believer, just what are you seeking, thats what I have to ask?

Regardless if you choose to believe or not believe, we all have things that happen to us in life, most caused by our own decisions or actions, some not. You can choose to know who your enemy is, and therefore block those kinds of things in your life, or you can choose to ride the waves of life being tossed about and just getting through things on your own. Nobody backed you up through anything because you made a conscious choice to believe that there was no one to back you up through anything..you chose to do it on your own, so of course you have no reason whatsoever to grumble about that and every reason to feel like life goes on, get over it Bob.

Those of us here know better. I can tell you that if I was in your shoes right now today, falsely accused of anything, I do have someone to back me up and someone that would prove and lay out my innocence for all to know. I have that guarantee, and I choose to have it. I am sorry that you chose to suffer through that alone and accepted being falsely accused with never being vindicated, that is sad in itself because it didnt have to be, but as you said, life goes on...and it does so based on the choices we make, it can go on improved or stagnant or even worse!

What is sadder yet though, is that I can prophese over you that worse things may be yet to come. GPA may be the least of your problems, especially if you choose to hang out on Christian prayer boards and interfere in Gods ministry. But, I still have to wonder why you do so in the first place. There are many more exciting places to offer up debate, even religous debate, then on a prayer board. In fact, I would again state that to take up debate on a prayer board where God is ministering to His children and the lost, could be a dangerous venue, pretty dangerous to so boldly test the Lord. Unbelievers come here but that is when they are Holy Spirit led and seeking things of God. I hope you have a spirit of seeking because otherwise you may find yourself in a much more precarious situation then a low GPA and being accused of being a cheat. Some men have found God sitting in prison cells from being falsely accused of much greater things! I know of a man that just happened to be in a convenience store at the wrong time, when someone else ran in who looked strangely enough just like this innocent bystander..same color clothing too, and shot and killed the clerk and got away. Unbelievingly, but, thats how things go you know...bad things happen in life as you say...quinky dink stuff, this man who just happened to be there and met the description got arrested for the crime and then was sentenced to death for it also. He got to know God real well in that death row cell, closer by the moment right up to a couple seconds before the lethal injection machine was to pump those syringes, and it was then that God stepped in and saved him.

God has this way of getting your attention when you put yourself in places where He resides and are potentially creating misdirection or hindrance to His children or the lost. I guess He figures if you are in His domain and really going out on a limb to get attention, especially of the negative kind, He will give it to you! Seems to me it would be much easier if you are seeking, to just do so humbly and without interjection of negative, and if you are not seeking but just here for adventure of debate, to find other avenues to pursue that debate.

I am praying for you because I fear you are walking on precarious ground, and I pray you do not have to go to the place where it feels like life may not go on...a situation where you wish it would not go on...where you figure out how it is to feel like this man does, but worse...because the way I see it, you sure are testing God in His own territory to take you there. :-(

I pray that God has more compassion on you then you do on this man.


Posted by: lennon57

"Arguing over the internet is like running in the Special Olympics... Even if you win, you are still retarded....". I hope you could tell I wasn't arguing Bob, but trying to point out some things to you, but you were, so.....Good luck Bob, I hope you don't hurt anyone out here and it comes back on you, but I'm sure it will, and you'll be standing there going, "what did I do?". I'm done with you other than continuing to to pray about this for you and all others who are unfortunate enough to cross your wicked path. I do feel pity for for you, and that's what you want obviously. I won't reply anymore to, or read your posts, because I have wasted enough time on someone who doesn't want help, and I would rather help those that want it. YOU ARE HERE SOLEY TO AMUSE YOUR SELF IN A SICK AND TWISTED FASHION, AND TRY TO CONSOLE YOUR HURT FEELINGS THAT SOMEONE STEPPED ON SOMEWHERE DOWN THE LINE, AND THAT IS SAD, SAD, SAD. YOU NEED HELP, AND WE WOULD LIKE TO HELP YOU THROUGH JESUS AND ANY OTHER MEANS POSSIBLE.
Here's my post from "pray for healing Heather's eye injury", one more time, then I'm done with you, and I'm sure you've heard that before, sorry, I know it sounds mean, but I'm trying to make a point, that you turn people away from you and then devoutly cry "WOLF" (which is why I'm sure you feel nobody stands by you or backs you up when you're in trouble, they can't stand to be around you because you are ungratefull, hatefull, and argumentative, and that's a shame. You could be a really nice guy if you wanted to and you weren't so bitter) and I'm leaving you to prayer and God. Here goes, and sometimes the TRUTH HURTS, but you CAN change it if you really want to, Bob.

"Hey there Bob, I have seen your posts all over this board as I come to pray for others, and yeah, I just had to put my 2 cents worth in. I have a feeling you will try to pick this post apart too, but I'm ok with that, I'm a big boy, been down the pike and back and walked a few miles with Satan in the old days too, so there isn't much I haven't seen, and you probably won't mean to hurt my feelings anyway. Got myself a funny feeling you ain't just here to discuss but to find something you need, then again I could be completely wrong, and no, that's not sarcasm, I could be as wrong as I could be right. Yes, we have freedom of speech and I will defend to the death your right to say what you believe (or are not sure you believe, or don't believe). So I have that very same right. I have been a musician since I was 5 years old, schooled and self taught, and I'm 46. Do the math. I played for a living from the time I was 17 to present day. 25 or more of those years from the age of 17 I sounded just like you, doubted everything unless it was proven scientifically or by actually seeing something happen right in front of me. I also was a very sure of myself addict and drunk who pooh-poohed everything that didn't set right with me or that I couldn't completely explain. I was saved from a life of pain and suffering through Jesus. I have seen actual miracles happen, my grandson was dying with no hope, and as we slept he got up the next morning running through the house, and as we cried he said, "don't cry, a man named Jesus sat down on my bed last night and told me I won't be sick anymore". My grandson has never talked to anyone about God or Jesus before this. He was 4 years old at the time. I wasn't saved yet. You want to talk about science? My wife was going to die if the doctors did not go into her heart (after several heart attacks and strokes) and insert stents into some main heart arteries and balloon out other areas, time was of the essence. She could not be sedated because of other health problems also. The doctors let me go with her for comfort. I had seen as my wife had the blockages, we did the research (being the intellectual I am, or WAS, rather) and agreed that was what the deal was. The doctor had the catheter on the screen in front of us, and as we watched, the blockages disappeared from the screen one by one, as they went through to the next. Knowing a little about heart problems, I and everyone else that has dealt with this situation knows for A FACT that if a blockage moves from it's location in the heart immediate death will result in massive stroke by going straight into the heart, or the other way into the lungs or brain. Go figure, the doctor (an atheist) said "I cannot explain this, I have never seen anything like this, is has to be an occurence of a spiritual nature", and he shook his head and sat down. Go figure. I have seen more things happen I believe are true miracles, and I believe in God And JESUS. I believe also we, as humans, Christians, Muslims, Jews, atheists, agnostics, whatever a person happens to be emotionally or spiritually, do not have a moral, intellectual, personal, or any other justifiable right to save our own emotional skin to comfort our own disillusions at the emotional, and possibly even spiritual expense of another human being. So I ask that you consider talking TO us, instead of AT us with accusation in the guise of debate, just a suggestion, you do whatever feels right I guess. That's about it, hope you're playing stuff that speaks to you, even if it's only musically, I play lead, and there's a lot of great worship music out there for lead players. Ever hear Lincoln Brewster's Everybody Praise the Lord? It rocks, It's kind of like Stevie Ray Vaughn meets Chris Tomlin, cool stuff. WE love you, hope you have a great day, no offense meant, just had to put in my free speech for the day, and I assume you respect that as you ask others to do the same for you, so I guess we're cool. Hope you have a great day, or night, whatever comes first for you. And yes, I'm praying for Heather, and you, and everybody else, hope you don't mind, but I do it anyway just the same as you speak your mind. From an old saved hippie. Hope good things always come your way.
Peace to ya"
Get help Bob. We will continue to pray for you before God says "Enough" to you and something really goes wrong.
Waiting, we hope you come back and talk to us, forgive BOB, he does not share our views, and forgive us for getting sidetracked, we want to help. WE love you and are still deep in prayer for you. Sorry for all the off-subject stuff with Bob, but he is only here to amuse himself in a sick and perverted way, and that's not what the rest of us are here for. Love ya, Bob, really do, you just don't understand it.
Doc
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BTW, Kristie, AMEN TO THAT THAT LAST POST!
John 20
27Then he said to Thomas, "Put your finger here; see my hands. Reach out your hand and put it into my side. Stop doubting and believe."
1 Corinthians 10
The Believer's Freedom
23"Everything is permissible"--but not everything is beneficial. "Everything is permissible"--but not everything is constructive.
1 Corinthians 8
9Be careful, however, that the exercise of your freedom does not become a stumbling block to the weak.
Peace
Doc
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Originally Posted by bob_the_fat
I was told that the environment one lives in doesn't matter. Go to Christian discussions, discussions for non believer like Bobthe FAt, and tell me that environment does matter from those posts. No. I don't really care what happens to this person. For they cannot seem to understand that bad things happen and you have to pick it up and try again. I was framed for falsifying grades in a grade book. I almost got expelled, but luckily I didn't. I missed several term tests that I was not allowed to make up. I ended up with a pretty ****py GPA (2.8) at the end of my sophomore year. Now I am working hard as hell to get my GPA back up. I fought through that **** and now I'm nearly back on track. Aside from my parents, there was no one there to back me up. No one. No matter what I did or say, no one assisted me in helping me prove to them that I didn't do it. So I got through that, and understood that bad things happen and I have got to go on with my life.



Posted by: waiting

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Originally Posted by Kristie
I rebuke you satan in the name of Jesus, with the authority given to me I cast you off and out of this man! You are a liar and a thief and you cannot have this man! I command you in the name of Jesus to release him! I cry out to Abba Father to send His army of angel warriors against you! They surround this man in battle stance! Holy Spirit flood this man, He is crying out for You, flood him and show Him you are there, right there, and You have heard every cry from his lips, you have witnessed every tear he has shed, and acknowledged them all. Give him wisdom Holy Spirit, open the eyes of his heart and show him that You have been there all along, that the enemy has blinded him, placed a shroud of deception about him so that he could not see you or feel you. Give him the truth Holy Spirit and the strength and power to rebuke the enemy and cast him off. Give him the strength to help you smash the enemy in his place! Holy Spirit show him whatever it is that the enemy is using to oppress him. Give him clear vision of the hindrince the enemy has grabbed hold of to subdue and cover him over. Be it a unforgiveness in his heart for himself, someone else. Be it a inquity in him, something that is done by him at the enemys urging, something that thus far may have even been hidden to him or played off as "alright to do" by the enemy whispering such into his mind, something used by the enemy to put a shroud between You and him so that he cannot hear Your voice. We know that this is totally the enemy Father God, the enemy is lying to him and just like me three weeks ago Father, the enemy is trying to take him out, trying to convince him that You and Your word is a lie, and therefore there is nothing else to hope for, no help, nothing to live for in You. You showed me Father that it was a lie, that the enemy was closing in on me and trying to take me out to stop the incredible blessings You had right there for me, that You were reaching Your hand out to bestow upon me. Grab the enemy with Your other hand Father God, and rip his embrace off my brother here, just like you did me...send the messenger to my brother Father God, send him just like you did to me in whatever form is needed to open the eyes of his heart and let him see clearly. Cleanse him Father God, show him truth so he can release whatever it is that the enemy is binding him with. Shake the foundations Lord Jesus, pluck Your child out of the enemys hands! I cast you satan into the outer darkness to await judgement day, I cast you away from my brother in Christ, you shall not have him! Be gone now in the Name of Jesus, our precious Lord of light and savior. My brother here is covered in the blood of Jesus and you cannot touch him anymore. The chains are broken from him. The angel warriors of God surround him and the Holy Spirit shows Himself with a flooding into his body and heart! Praise You Lord, we thank You Lord, rescue Your lambs from the wolves! All glory be unto You! Amen.

Thanks Kristie and everyone else,
No, I'm not screwing around, this is how I feel. I won't make any bad comments to those who have no life and don't really care about anyone, because I don't need to insult others to improve my self worth. But, I do thank all of those who have written or thought of me. I am still very hurt in my heart... in my soul. A friend had written to me an told me that I am the only one that cared about her medical condition and I'm not in immediate contact with her.This is only one of the things that bothers me. I am a good person, but a lot of people don't know my deeds, because I choose to remain anonymous. I want so little, and give so much and want to give so much more...but my cries fall on deaf ears. If I see no results, why keep doing the same thing??? I don't need this pain in my heart...


Posted by: Kristie

Waiting,
The greatest deeds in the eyes of the Lord are done anonymously. Do not ever think that God does not see and acknowledge every single thing you do. Even a cup of water given in His name is recorded in the book of life by your name.

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I want so little, and give so much and want to give so much more


Those feelings and motives right there are that of a righteous man because it is far better to give then to recieve.

What is it that you are desiring to see, the results so to speak? Are they something specific that you have been asking God for? If not and you just mean generally that you do the best you can and have a heart for others and give, but it seems that nothing comes of it..you are wrong..you just said about your friend. It was worth a great deal to her obviously. If you have asked for something in specific from the Lord, and it has not come forth for you, believe me, it is not because the Lord will not joyously give it to you. When we are walking in righteousness and we ask God for something and it does not manifest..it is not God that is the reason, it is always ourselves..be it lack of faith, asking in the wrong way, wrong motives maybe.

Here I am, I can state outloud before God that I am walking in righteousness. My entire life is dedicated to the Lord, 24-7. I fall asleep talking to God, wake up through the night talking to God, wake up in the morning and go straight to God, and walk and talk with God all day long. I stand strong in faith and I love Him above all..God is my first love. I know I am okay because He tells me. Just last Sunday, one of the prophets at church told me that while I was up dancing and singing to the Lord, God showed me to him through His eyes, and I was beautifully gowned in white gowns with bright light all around me, and God spoke to him that I was precious in His sight, pure and beautiful. Week before, another prophet pulled me up from the alter where I laid in my tears and told me God says that He had recognized every tear I have shed, and that I have proved His faithful, and some other things. So, I know that I am being pleasing to God. But...my heart aches day and night for my husband who is gone. I pray 24-7 for God to heal him and bring him home. I speak it out, declare it, do everything God speaks to me to do, day in and day out I cry out for him, but he is still not here. Should I give up on God? No way! Righteous people who seek from God, recieve from God. What has been requested is already done and it is on its way to you. The enemy wants you to give up, right now...give up..because your blessing is on its way..and if he can get you to give up, you lose it! I am not letting satan steal my blessing...not a chance! It may not show up for another 4 weeks, and that is going to be misery for me, but I am not quitting...because it is going to show up, I have that guarantee from God, it is on the way! Just like He has seen every one of my tears, and He sees me in flowing white gowns, beautiful and precious, He sees you as precious also. He sees your good deeds, and He loves you for each and every one. You should feel that in your heart if you know Him.

I am not sure what it is you are giving up over, just recongition or if it is something that is the greatest desire of your heart, like my Kevin is. Something that is on its way, if you will just hold on for it to arrive. If recognition, I would say you have that..you helped that friend enough that she wrote to tell you...you made a difference in her circumstance, that is honorable, and God wrote it in your book too, know that! For me, when I do something good, it is not the outward recognition that brings me the reward, it is the warmth and love inside my own heart that is the reward, the smile on the persons face, the knowing that I made a differance in someones life, if only for a moment and a circumstance.

There are things that you are not saying..talk to us, because we do care and love you, and we want to understand. If you do not want to post here, you can always email me if you want to talk. labab**yhti.net

Bless you brother..
Kristie


Posted by: brendae

God will never give up on you, no matter what you do. He is no respector of persons and He loves each one of us regardless of our weaknesses. You seem to lack faith, which hinder the break through that you desire. When you let doubt seep in, you open the door for satan to enter and take control. You must wake up and take back everything satan has taken from you - defeat and overthrow him in the Mighty Name of Jesus. When doubt surfaces, call on the name of Jesus. When you feel like giving up, call on the name of Jesus. Once satan defeats you, he has claimed a victory and you will spend eternity in hell. Call my friend on the name of Jesus.


Posted by: Passiton

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Originally Posted by bob_the_fat
understood that bad things happen and I have got to go on with my life.


Without God you are nothing. You are letting Satan win.

I pray that you find Jesus in your heart.


Posted by: booklady

God will not give up on you, think about how he felt before you came to know Him, how He waited on you to see Him, Have you waited that long? Has all you have learned flew out the window? Know this if you give up,satan will be glad to have you back...................


Posted by: Passiton

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Originally Posted by waiting
I am a good person, but a lot of people don't know my deeds, because I choose to remain anonymous. I want so little, and give so much and want to give so much more...but my cries fall on deaf ears. If I see no results, why keep doing the same thing??? I don't need this pain in my heart...


Dear Waiting,

I have a question for you. I say this not to be sarcastic but in truth.

How do you think God feels about all of his children here that don't hear him crying? He wants all of us to be saved, but yet most ignore the whole spiritual thing.

Would or has God given up on you or any of us. I feel he hasn't.

Keep your chin up and your faith going.


Posted by: PrayerWarriorPrincess

Whilst I never wrote the giving up on God prayer - I certainly am being educated when I look at the replies sent to my email. Lord, I thank You for letting them come to my email box and not that of the original author - protect that dear one's heart, give them hope and confidence and lots of love and wisdom Lord in Jesus Name amen
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Originally Posted by Passiton
Dear Waiting,

I have a question for you. I say this not to be sarcastic but in truth.

How do you think God feels about all of his children here that don't hear him crying? He wants all of us to be saved, but yet most ignore the whole spiritual thing.

Would or has God given up on you or any of us. I feel he hasn't.

Keep your chin up and your faith going.



Posted by: cathy6624

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Originally Posted by PrayerWarriorPrincess
Whilst I never wrote the giving up on God prayer - I certainly am being educated when I look at the replies sent to my email. Lord, I thank You for letting them come to my email box and not that of the original author - protect that dear one's heart, give them hope and confidence and lots of love and wisdom Lord in Jesus Name amen




Father God, I come to you in the name of Jesus,and I lift this child to you and place him in your arms oh Lord you hear his crys I stand with all who are here and in agreement with them. I bind satan now! in the name of Jesus to keep his hands off of him. Break the chains now in the name of Jesus. Amen. Amen. Amen.


My heart crys out for you, I want you to know that, I had just found this site a few days ago, and I too was asking God where are you,I did not hear from Him or feel Him, God is never early but he is never late(even though we may think so) He is always right on time. Don't you think that God has heard you and he led you here? Just as He did me, He too was speaking to me but I didn't and couldn't hear Him, And we can't when our minds are so crowded with our troubles. We need to be still and listen ( a lot more easier said then done ). Well here you are He is speaking to you He got your attention by leading you here. He has done the same for me.. And remember we come under attack from the enemy when we are getting ready to receive something wonderful from God. The devil wants to distract you and keep you from receiving it. Don't let him NO MATTER WHAT!!!!!!!!!...Don't close your heart towards God, Open it more then ever and don't give up. Even when you feel you can't just think about Him... God knows our hearts better then we do so even if you feel your not opening up,,That is just your own feeling, It does not and could never compare to God's knowing...I have to say that I do hope that this in some way has blessed you, I am on here two,three times crying out for prayer for things in my own present life right now, And just by writting to you it has also helped me to realize a few things that I really did know but just haven't been able to see for myself until now...So you too have blessed me.. If you ever want to just go off you can email me vacation3620******.com..
God is going to bless you..Let him!
Cathy


Posted by: ddruooe

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Originally Posted by waiting
As much as it hurt, I must give up on you God. I understand that sometimes a father does not love his son. I have lived that in real life and now I feel it in my spiritual life. I don't understand why you have never let me live. I have done well by you and help many others, but still you refused to acknowledge me. I've cried out to you and told you how I needed you and how I was broken...a broken man...and I waited for you to show me your will, but you remained silent. I can no longer take this coldness in my life and I must tell you good-bye. you know how much I wanted and needed you in my life, but I understand now that I am nothing in your eyes and always will be. I feel much sorrow, because I believed in you. Now, I hope my heart grows cold like the other people in this world, so I can lie to myself about happiness.


Hold fast to the confession of your faith God is faithful to complete the good work he has started in you. Just hold on, you will make it. He will turn the mess into a message and the test into a testimony. You will live and not die to proclaim the gospel of the Lord.


Posted by: shale

I know exactly how you feel. It seem like the Lord is silent to us when we need to hear from him right now..I can tell you He really isn't silent. He whispers in us His tender love...If we would just "Be still and know He is Lord."...The sounds of our pains get in the way. So do words. When it seems like the Lord isn't there is when we have to rely on His strength and believe His Word for what it is...Our expectations sometimes doesn't match with God's will for our lives.

You are not alone and Jesus' love for just you is so awesome..Be still....and allow the Lord to love you. God knows everything about you and your situation. We have more to be thankful and even more to be grateful if we would just step outside of ourselves...Sometimes, when I get so low...I begin to pray for people whose circumstances are worse than mine. I know I have more to be grateful for and how could I even ask for more. The Lord has brought me through the storms, fires, and overfloods, etc. Yet, I still get lonely and depressed. I feel like the Lord gave up on me -- but I refuse to believe for one minute my Lord did not bring me this far to leave me..

I'm his inheritance...and so are you...You belong to Jesus...King David didn't always do the right thing by his behaviour..but David spend time with God even when he felt alone and abandoned..not just by his men but even God...Yet, David encouraged himself..and gave God the glory for his life.

hang in there..and learn to be "still" and wait for God...He waits on us all the time. He is never too busy for us. Stand on the little you do have inside and know Jesus is greater than all and nothing can separate the Love the Lord has for you.

Jesus, do what you do best...be the Lord of Lords, King of Kings...and our greatest comforter...Reveal your unconditional perfect love in Your own way and in Your own timing...Let it be know to my brother you have his best interest at heart. IN Jesus name, amen.


Posted by: ruthd

lord i pray that satan release the hold he has on this persons mind that decieves and lies and says your god doesnt listen. lord i pray that he have a spiritual awakening in you that he can no longer deny you. lord i pray that he come to realize that our prayers are answered in your time and not ours, show him that though we may not understand the way you work that doesnt mean you arent working as you have a plan for all of us. thank you lord for comforting him with your love.


Posted by: quickdraw

YOU MAY WANT TO GIVE UP ON GOD, BUT HE IS TOO FAITHFUL TO EVER GIVE UP ON YOU!! HIS WORD SAYS HE WILL NEVER LEAVE OR FORSAKE YOU!! AND YOU CANNOT GO ANYWHERE TO RUN AWAY FROM HIM!!

MAY HE BLESS YOU WITH ABUNDANT FAITH AND TRUST IN HIM!!

FOrever His,
Sharon