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The Beginning
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Posted by: kentara
All my life I have been searching for that inner peace to unlock the mysteries behind all these emotions that have been instilled since the beginning of creation. As I became more acquainted with the Bible my distorted vision and thoughts of who he was became a little more clearer to me. In order for me to make him my Lord and Savior of my life. I was criticized for believing in something that I could not see. By not being accepted by those who chose to live a different lifestyle that I gave up; I soon began to feel quite alone. So, I turned from what I knew to be the truth; I gave up my integrity for the devils workshop. I lost all hope and dreams, I was not ready to build a foundation in HIS kingdom. I felt like Peter did when he was asked was he one of Jesus's disciples and he had denied HIM. For everything that went wrong in my life, I justified it against "THE WILL OF GOD." So, in all my struggles, pain, heartache and sorrow, I had no choice, but to go back to GOD, for the answers because I know in my heart that my intentions for wanting to know HIM were sincere. I was tired of being exported between good and evil. I wanted to make a commitment to serving HIM. GOD has put that desire in my heart to want to change. As I now realize the Bible portrays GOD in different ways, but I see HIM quite like this a parent raising a child, sometimes as a lover in a passionate pursuit, but always it shows HIM seeking to break through to human beings in order to restore what had been lost. Jesus made GOD'S will clearer than it had ever been before. My heart, mind and soul is vigilant at all times when I feel like I want to go back to that lifestyle instead of striving ahead and letting the world know about HIS love for us and what he has done for me! I know that the probability of me making it without Jesus in my life is very rare. So, I will hold on to that seed within that continues to grow each day by HIS MERCIES and GRACE to supply food to my soul.
TARA
Posted by: Abigail
About ten years ago I went through that in my life...I was not a very good christian...had a horrible life style...God pulled me towards him and sometimes I did not want to go...sometimes I fell...but I always got back up...I lost alot of "friends" at that time...but god made me a new life...put me in better places...It took me awhile but I got there...and it was a hard road but I would never want to be anywhere else..
...He is always there sometimes I don't feel his presence in my life...but I know in my heart that he is always there...He is my foundation to my life...I hope and pray that you will find that also...May God bless you with his wisdom and show you true love...God Bless..
Abigail