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Depression/divorce

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Posted by: yolanda7777777

Hello Everybody,
This is my first time here and may God bless you all! I am having a difficult time with depression. I am now going through a divorce which is really painful. I am going through a divorce, not by choice but because I have to. My husband has been unfaithful and dishonest through our marriage. When I first met him he did not know the Lord, he was not a christian, my mistake. Just before we got married he had given his life to the Lord and we were babtized just a few days before our wedding. I don't truly believe anything happen spiritually to him, when he did become saved. I know it's a slow process as far as being changed, but it is now 5 years later and he still talks the talk but does not walk the walk. I had always been a christian but was never babtized. A year ago we were separated for only a few weeks and we got back together when he told me he had commited adultery. I somehow knew that it was only a matter of time before he would do such a thing. He was a flirtacious kind of guy, (a womanizer). Just a few months ago, I realized that he would never change or did not really want to. I made the decisions to leave. I wonder if I did the right thing. I know that God says to forgive ... Each morning when I awake, I feel so depressed and so alone. Sometimes I feel that my life has no meaning and I have to admit ... sometimes I even feel suicidal. I am taking medication for depression and anxiety but nothing seems to be working. I pray for the Lord to heal my pain and it seems to be getting worse. Please pray for me! May God bless the family of God.
Yolanda


Posted by: cgirl

Thank you heavenly Father God, you are good and we love you. Lord, I agree with yolanda that your will be done. Take away this depression and give her peace and joy of your salvation. Help her not to look at the waves of life and drown, but to look on you. Give her encouragement and strength. Father God, give wisdom, direction, and guidance with all her/their decisions. We ask for the husband to repent of his ways if they stay together or not. Bring conviction to him and let him walk in your steps. Place a love only for his wife in his heart today, even now Lord. Let these women who are with him to leave him, and have respect for themselves and to find their own man. I rebuke/bind lust and adultery in Jesus name, and I loose faithfulness, loyalty, and purity to take it's place now. We give you all the glory Lord for the work you are doing in this marriage and family, in your name and to your glory we ask and pray, amen.

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