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Originally Posted by Loh
Pray with me that I understand the Lord. From 1996, I quit a Muslim institution, praying for a better job. Nov 2002, god's words says the answer is near and it was so real. Nothing but disappointments happened, thus far. I have been bypassed twice, racially discriminated, in my promotion, first by a failure, now by a junior. This few month, I was shortlisted for 2 rare, prestigious overseas scholarship, at least 3 job interviews -So far,, nothing has materialise and today, i received another letter informing i have been unsuccessful.
I really thought the answers are finally here, but it looks like none of these are meant for me- just the excitement for interviews after interviews. I have prayed for patience, but today, Lord, i seek your mercy. Have mercy on me!. I feel i am being punished so harsly. How long more must i suffer? |