My bad habit is to take back control from God and put myself|
Originally Posted by Donna Daniels
My bad habit is to take back control from God and put myselfin charge. Of course I always regret it. I have been disobedient especially in my thought life. I think I can handle certain TV images, but I can't. I also struggle with financial debt. I have overextended myself, abused my mother's money, and now am hanging between bankruptcy and/or finding a way to settle it. No one wants to second mortgage my husband and I; at least the several I have contacted so far. I have had a few personel victories with God when I make moves even when I don't feel or see how it will come. God recently gave me a health blessing when I agreed to go to an anointed church service with a friend, even before I had left for the service. Then in two days after; I had to take charge of my thoughts to play sinful games. Now I'm paying with a dry, cold, defeated presence. I'm not good with close relationships, especially with God. I find it too easy to do it my way no matter what good He has done for me. I think I have trouble with authority. I fall back into unbelief too easily. Thank you for your prayers. Help me to not be a stumbling block to others. Love and HUgs |