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Hey Jerry
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Posted by: JesusFreakCK
Hey Jerry,
I am sorry that I haven't contacted you in a while. I do have to tell you that those scriptures you gave me have meant oh so much to me. The reason I haven't contacted you in so long though is cause you asked me to read them for like a month and I felt bad. I didn't have a printer, I haven't been getting online much since I got a job, and I tried to write them all down but didn't. So I guess I felt ashamed. For many reasons I guess. But God has been doing some awesome things for me lately though. He has just been so good to me. When I moved out here I had no self confidence or anything I was a mess. I didn't feel loved, I didn't feel special, I felt worthless, I felt like God would or could never use me, I didn't feel beautiful...even though I had people frequently tell me I was beautiful I would tune them out and be like they don't know what they are talking about they are just lieing because they lie to everyone because they think it is the right thing to say because they think it will make that person feel better. In all honestly that is how I felt about any compliment I recieved from anyone. I also had a very hard time with women. So lately God has just been breaking me and everytime I got to a church service someone totally different comes up to me and is like you are such an awesome warrior, God is going to use you for something awesome, I admire the way you worship God so freely, I love you, you are awesome, you are beautiful, and just all these encouraging words, and it always comes from a different person and always a woman. So it is just such an awesome God thing. For the first time in I don't know how long I feel like I am worth something. I don't feel like people are just lieing, and I do feel loved, I do feel beautiful, and it is just the most awesome thing in the whole world. God is too good to me, but I am forever greatful. Anyways I just thought I would share with you that God is awesome 
But I am sure that you already knew that 
I hope you are doing well. I miss you, God has used you many times in my life and for that I am also greatful. I love you Jerry. Take care and may God Bless you abundantly.
~Christina