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Jerry I want to ask for your help!
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Posted by: EmilyAngel1984

Jerry I spoke with you about my sin, well right now, even after I prayed the salvation prayer I fell again. But I hope I can get back on track. But I want to ask you. You are God's represenative on earth, tell me, do you know of these people cause right now alot of their "claims" are so believeable its mind boggling. They all claim the modern Bibles have flaws, misinterpreting words. They also claim that the lake of fire, quoate unquoate, according to the ORIGINAL scriptures, is not eternal. I am finding it hard to believe if they are liars or not for indeed their proofs are indeed believeable, they even use scripture to make their point. But even then I am reminded by a friend what Satan did to Christ, he ALSO used scripture to lure Him. And it didn't work. Perhaps you know of these people as I do not and you can tell me if they are false teachers or not. For they claim, LOOK in the ORIGINAL scriptures in Hebrew and Greek and translate for yourself. And I feel like maybe they are right? But I could be very wrong. So I am asking you, do you know ANY of these people. Here are their names;

J. Preston Eby
Paul and Emily Mueller
Elwin and Margit Roach
Gary Sigler
Bill Gorton
Gary Amirault
Stacy and Pamla Wood
Charles and Joyce Weller
Bob and Charlotte Torango
Mary Lou Christianson
Scott Paris
Larry Hodges
Kenneth Visscher
Dorothy Helms
Lucinda Evans
George Hawtin
Ray Bazzill
Danny Crotts
Bill Green
Charles and Paula Slagle
Mark Toohey
Bill and Elaine Cook
Miren Godoy
David and Lois Fields
Dave Garner
and Roger Tutt

to name a few. These people I am falling for their claims more than anything and I want to catch myself before I believe in a false prophet. Please look up these people on the Net and tell me if God tells you they are false prophets. Something tells me they are, but even then I am not sure if that is God or Satan. Cause usually Satan pulls a number on me. So please can you help me with this?

Please do continue to pray for me! I am finding it harder to admit my iniquities to the Lord, it makes me vulernable. Please continue to pray for me. But if you still wish to give me tough love, then okay. I am battling myself right now cause Satan is trying to pull a number on me. Even after I did the salvation prayer, I did it with great reluctance, but I did it. If I didn't do it right, then I will do it again. I promise you I DID do the prayer of salvation and will continue to do so, until I get it right!

Please forgive me for being so cruel and harsh. You did the right thing by showing me myself in God's eyes. I hope this will work out for my own good and that Christ will NEVER give up on me, even when I do. Please tell me He won't.

Thank you for your time, Jerry!

Posted by: JG

Warning, Warning, Warning.

This is Jerry the founder of the site.

I want to caution you right now Emily.

You have been asking people to come off the site and meet you privately in other private chat rooms or yahoo etc.

I have found you to be a very dangerous person
You came asking for help, but would not take it.
You came saying you are ignorant but you are not.

You came and said I will take your advice but took none

Now you are leading people away from the site to talk privately

I do not feel it is necessary to ask people to come to a private place and ask for more help.

I get so many email from people who have been trapped into something dangerous. Houses have been robbed, people have been hurt and money has been lost. Men and woman have been stalked. That is why this is a public board. What ever has to be prayed for or said should be done here.

If you have something to say then do it here publicly.

I am turning off your private message privileges for a while because this is going into an area that is not right

You have refused to really read and believe any of the verses on anger and forgiveness and salvation.

I love these people to much to let someone hurt them

You gave me a list of people to look up.
I have most of them are into the Manifest Son's of God stuff.

You said: "They all claim the modern Bibles have flaws, misinterpreting words"
You said: "They also claim that the lake of fire, quoate unquoate, according to the ORIGINAL scriptures, is not eternal"

The Bible says
REV 20:10 And the devil that deceived them was cast into the lake of fire and brimstone, where the beast and the false prophet [are], and shall be tormented day and night for ever and ever.

The word ever or forever is AION
65 aion, ahee-ohn'; , course, eternal, (for) ever (-more), [n-]ever, orld (began, without end).

I hear this so many times. People just don't want to take the responsibility for their sins. They don't want to believe in eternal punishment for sins so they re-write the bible to suit themselves.

WHAT PART OF FOREVER DO YOU NOT UNDER STAND.
THE WORD SAYS AION AION. THE HOLY SPIRIT REPEATED IT TWICE SO YOU UNDERSTOOD FOREVER IS FOREVER.

Manifest Sons of God doctrine,says throw out your bibles and 2,000 years of bible study and all those lying pastors you've been listening to for 2,000 years and listen to people on the list you gave me instead.

They believe things like Jesus will not return
They believe that what you see is what you get until we take over.
They believe that some people will turn into gods
They do not believe in the word of God.
So some of them are making up their own bible then using verses in the word to support their feelings.

No wonder you are confused.

I have turned off your Private Messaging and yahoo stuff for now.

If things seem to be ok I may turn them on later.

I am not sure you really want prayer or the Lord's answer right now
I will be able to know by the way you behave.

The Prayer Partners are like my children and I do not want them hurt.

Posted by: EmilyAngel1984

Forgive me Jerry. I did not mean to lead people away from your site. I did not intend to. I only wanted to speak about my problems privately and "VENT". I did not want to vent in front of your prayer board, lest I be judged and condemned. I didn't want you to tell me terrible things.

I HAVE reread what you posted and I must say I have alot of questions about it. I do NOT understand the scriptures. They confuse me! One reason why I asked some of your people was for them to help me to understand them. I didn't think to ask if you all would interpret the scriptures for me, I thought this was only a prayer board.

Forgive me if I seemed "a threat" to you. I won't do it again. I just wanted to be kept from "religious bashing and judgement". I get that enough from my Mother telling me threats. But then I will start heeding those threats, even though it makes me even more angry. Forgive me for being honest (which I was) but hearing threats makes me more angry than warming to them. But I will start warming to them.

Perhaps you and the people hear can help me understand the scriptures.

Please do forgive me. I did not want to be a threat!

Posted by: JeriRose12

The reason the scriptures "confused" you is because your flesh does not want to believe them. This sounds a lot like what my brother -in-law has bought into. He now says there is no literal hell. We make our own heaven or hell here on earth. The bottom line is: THAT IS NOT BIBLICAL!!! God's Word is the TRUTH!!!

19"God is not a man, that He should lie,
Nor a son of man, that He should repent.
Has He said, and will He not do?
Or has He spoken, and will He not make it good? (Numbers 23:19)

There are many plans in a man's heart, Nevertheless the LORD's counsel--that will stand. (Proverbs 19:21)

Forever, O LORD, Your word is settled in heaven. (Psalm 119:89)

The grass withers, the flower fades, But the word of our God stands forever." (Isaiah 40:8)

23having been born again, not of corruptible seed but incorruptible, through the word of God which lives and abides forever,[5] 24because

"All flesh is as grass,
And all the glory of man[6] as the flower of the grass.
The grass withers,
And its flower falls away,
25But the word of the LORD endures forever."[7]

Now this is the word which by the gospel was preached to you.
91 peter 1:23-25)

19And so we have the prophetic word confirmed,[1] which you do well to heed as a light that shines in a dark place, until the day dawns and the morning star rises in your hearts; 20knowing this first, that no prophecy of Scripture is of any private interpretation,[2] 21for prophecy never came by the will of man, but holy men of God[3] spoke as they were moved by the Holy Spirit. (2 Peter 1:19-21)

The counsel of the LORD stands forever, The plans of His heart to all generations. (Psalm 33:11)

My mercy I will keep for him forever, And My covenant shall stand firm with him. (Psalm 89:28)

The LORD of hosts has sworn, saying, "Surely, as I have thought, so it shall come to pass, And as I have purposed, so it shall stand: (Isaiah 14:24)

Declaring the end from the beginning, And from ancient times things that are not yet done, Saying, "My counsel shall stand, And I will do all My pleasure. (Isaiah 46:10)

"Heaven and earth shall pass away, but my words shall by no means pass away." (Jesus speaking in Matthew 24:35).

Note: Jesus talked a lot about hell throuighout his ministry. He came to save people from going there!!! He came to save you from going there!!!

Please do not say this is confusing. Well, I know why you do:

The carnal mind is emnity against God....(Romans 8:7)

You are trying to reason this out with your mind. And you should not. You must not! You can not if you want to be saved!

But without faith it is impossible to please Him, for he who comes to God must believe that He is, and that He is a rewarder of those who dilligently seek Him. (Hebrews 11:6)

~JeriRose~

Posted by: JG

Thank You JeriRose

Posted by: EmilyAngel1984

Thank you for showing me. My mind "is" too carnal and I am not used to going by faith. How does one gain a respect for the Lord if that person is "carnal"? I either am afraid of Him or not afraid. I admit it is not easy to give up a life of sin. It certainly is not! For indeed it IS pleasurable.
I also have alot of anger and hatred but I am starting to learn forgiveness, even though its not easy to forgive my enemies.

Perhaps the Lord will show His mercy on me and will continue to help me towards Him. I admit I am reluctant, but it is only cause of that anger and sin that bares me from Him. I hope in time the Lord will fix these problems. Perhaps He is only telling me to wait?

I hope with your prayers I can leave this life of sin and hate, and turn towards love, the Lord, and faith. I would love it if you would keep me in your prayers. I would love it if you could Jerry and JeriRose.

Posted by: JeriRose12

I will be and am praying, Emily. I just feel sad that you keep saying "Sin IS pleasurable."

24 Then Jesus said to His disciples, "If anyone desires to come after Me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross, and follow Me. 25For whoever desires to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for My sake will find it. 26For what profit is it to a man if he gains the whole world, and loses his own soul? Or what will a man give in exchange for his soul? 27For the Son of Man will come in the glory of His Father with His angels, and then He will reward each according to his works. (Matthew 16:24-25)

3But fornication and all uncleanness or covetousness, let it not even be named among you, as is fitting for saints; 4neither filthiness, nor foolish talking, nor coarse jesting, which are not fitting, but rather giving of thanks. 5For this you know,[1] that no fornicator, unclean person, nor covetous man, who is an idolater, has any inheritance in the kingdom of Christ and God. 6Let no one deceive you with empty words, for because of these things the wrath of God comes upon the sons of disobedience. 7Therefore do not be partakers with them. (Ephesians 5:1-7)

17 This I say, therefore, and testify in the Lord, that you should no longer walk as the rest of[4] the Gentiles walk, in the futility of their mind, 18having their understanding darkened, being alienated from the life of God, because of the ignorance that is in them, because of the blindness of their heart; 19who, being past feeling, have given themselves over to lewdness, to work all uncleanness with greediness.
20But you have not so learned Christ, 21if indeed you have heard Him and have been taught by Him, as the truth is in Jesus: 22that you put off, concerning your former conduct, the old man which grows corrupt according to the deceitful lusts, 23and be renewed in the spirit of your mind, 24and that you put on the new man which was created according to God, in true righteousness and holiness. (ephesians 4:17-24)

25 Therefore, putting away lying, "Let each one of you speak truth with his neighbor,"[5] for we are members of one another. 26"Be angry, and do not sin":[6] do not let the sun go down on your wrath, 27nor give place to the devil. 28Let him who stole steal no longer, but rather let him labor, working with his hands what is good, that he may have something to give him who has need. 29Let no corrupt word proceed out of your mouth, but what is good for necessary edification, that it may impart grace to the hearers. 30And do not grieve the Holy Spirit of God, by whom you were sealed for the day of redemption. 31Let all bitterness, wrath, anger, clamor, and evil speaking be put away from you, with all malice. 32And be kind to one another, tenderhearted, forgiving one another, even as God in Christ forgave you (Ephesians 4:25-32)

8But the cowardly, unbelieving,[5] abominable, murderers, sexually immoral, sorcerers, idolaters, and all liars shall have their part in the lake which burns with fire and brimstone, which is the second death." (Revelation 21:8)

9Do you not know that the unrighteous will not inherit the kingdom of God? Do not be deceived. Neither fornicators, nor idolaters, nor adulterers, nor homosexuals,[1] nor sodomites, 10nor thieves, nor covetous, nor drunkards, nor revilers, nor extortioners will inherit the kingdom of God. 11And such were some of you. But you were washed, but you were sanctified, but you were justified in the name of the Lord Jesus and by the Spirit of our God. (1 Corinthians 6:9-11)

1 And you He made alive, who were dead in trespasses and sins, 2in which you once walked according to the course of this world, according to the prince of the power of the air, the spirit who now works in the sons of disobedience, 3among whom also we all once conducted ourselves in the lusts of our flesh, fulfilling the desires of the flesh and of the mind, and were by nature children of wrath, just as the others.
4But God, who is rich in mercy, because of His great love with which He loved us, 5even when we were dead in trespasses, made us alive together with Christ (by grace you have been saved), 6and raised us up together, and made us sit together in the heavenly places in Christ Jesus, 7that in the ages to come He might show the exceeding riches of His grace in His kindness toward us in Christ Jesus. 8For by grace you have been saved through faith, and that not of yourselves; it is the gift of God, 9not of works, lest anyone should boast. 10For we are His workmanship, created in Christ Jesus for good works, which God prepared beforehand that we should walk in them. (Ephesians 2:1-10)

8 For you were once darkness, but now you are light in the Lord. Walk as children of light 9(for the fruit of the Spirit[2] is in all goodness, righteousness, and truth), 10finding out what is acceptable to the Lord. 11And have no fellowship with the unfruitful works of darkness, but rather expose them. 12For it is shameful even to speak of those things which are done by them in secret. 13But all things that are exposed are made manifest by the light, for whatever makes manifest is light. 14Therefore He says: (Ephesians 5:8-13)

24By faith Moses, when he became of age, refused to be called the son of Pharaoh's daughter, 25choosing rather to suffer affliction with the people of God than to enjoy the passing pleasures of sin, 26esteeming the reproach of Christ greater riches than the treasures in[5] Egypt; for he looked to the reward. 9Hebrews 11:24-26)

3For we ourselves were also once foolish, disobedient, deceived, serving various lusts and pleasures, living in malice and envy, hateful and hating one another. 4But when the kindness and the love of God our Savior toward man appeared, 5not by works of righteousness which we have done, but according to His mercy He saved us, through the washing of regeneration and renewing of the Holy Spirit, 6whom He poured out on us abundantly through Jesus Christ our Savior, 7that having been justified by His grace we should become heirs according to the hope of eternal life.
8This is a faithful saying, and these things I want you to affirm constantly, that those who have believed in God should be careful to maintain good works. These things are good and profitable to men.

Don't you see? Your sin is NOT pleasurable!!! Why, when I sin, do I not feel pleasure??? I feel SAD. I feel like I need to get right with God! Oh, yes, there might be some momentary, fleeting pleasure....but not overall. Not to the point of fighting salvation, figting the chance to go to heaven to be with Jesus forever. Emily, your sin is keeping you from Jesus! That IS NOT pleasureable!!!

You will show me the path of life; In Your presence is fullness of joy; At Your right hand are pleasures forevermore.

~JeriRose~

Posted by: EmilyAngel1984

You are right, the sin is NOT totally pleasurable. Only fleetingly. I DO feel I need to get right with Jesus, which I am trying desperately to do. There are no excuses, I am just having hope and faith I will be delivered. I keep confessing my sins to Him and how I truly feel about things. But it only bares me from Him and the sad thing is, I am so drawn to the sin, I cannot pull myself free from it. Unless Jesus will help me. For I cannot leave my life of sin alone. I am desperately searching myself to find the way out of this sin and I cannot. I am only running in corners and forever getting more into sin. As a matter of fact, today while I was (I was very sick last night, slight fever) reading in bed, I was suddenly seized by Satan. I did my best to fend him off but I was too weak and I fell back into the habit again. I tried everything I could to talk myself out of sin but I am forever saying in my heart, I want to do it and stay in it. And to be honest, it is KILLING ME!! I am doing everything I can to stay in the game. I know there is one word that will give me strength and courage but the word fails me. I wish I had the wisdom, but something in me doesn't desire it cause it wants to remain selfish and in sin. This is my honest feelings and to be honest, I HATE IT!
I am literally torn in two and my mind is given no rest. I need prayers desperately JeriRose. I am holding onto faith that Jesus will deliver me from this. I am desperately holding onto hope and faith! I need the Word! That ONE WORD! That will save me!! I NEED Jesus so desperately. He would rebuke me for me loving my sin too much. And to be honest it makes me angry cause ..... I cannot go on. Please forgive me!! I need the Lord desperately!! I am forever praying!! I am literally talking to the Lord every day!! You have my word on it! I am starting to fear the Light lest I be judged and yet something in me is daring to go into the Light and admit my guilt and sin. Jesus I humbly ask you to forgive me in my weakness and selfishness and heal me regardless. I wish you to!! Please Jesus take compassion on this sinner who is doing everything she can to fight, for she does not know the Word and when she reads it something in her runs! I admit it I fear and LOVE the Word. If You wish my heart to open to you in all its evil and heartlessness, then its yours for the taking. Please Jesus I am so weak and fading fast! I need Your Divine Intervention.

Please pray for me JeriRose now that I admitted my sinfulness! Please forgive me for it!! Please pray for Jesus to come to me soon! I will be awaiting Him! I just hope He will give me, unworthy of it as ever, of His mercy and compassion.

Posted by: EmilyAngel1984

I reread your posts and I am sincerely going to make a go of it. I am STILL trying very hard to fight although currently I am fading fast. So I am desperate for your prayers and for Him. Please Jesus hear the cry of this sinner. Please soften my heart so I will take Your Word to my heart. I admit right now that my feelings want the opposite, but I am trying so hard. Jesus I recieve you now, as sinful as I am and I ask you to take residence and NEVER EVER LEAVE ME!! Please Jesus in Your Name I ask this!

Amen

Posted by: JeriRose12

I am not sure what to say. We must rightly devide the Word of Truth. Many scriptures say we should repent, live right, put off the old man and sin. But many are also full of grace and forgiveness and hope to go on once we have sinned. My concern is, your mind set. You seem to be so set on thinking it's pleasureable. As you repeat that over and over to yourself, it's what you believe. You need to be regenerated by the washing of the water of the Word! You need to be filling your mind with the Word, the Word, the Word. If you don't feed the spirit man, he will die!!! Read the Bible! Devour it!

And do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind, that you may prove what is that good and acceptable and perfect will of God. (Roman's 12:2)

25Husbands, love your wives, just as Christ also loved the church and gave Himself for her, 26that He might sanctify and cleanse her with the washing of water by the word, 27that He might present her to Himself a glorious church, not having spot or wrinkle or any such thing, but that she should be holy and without blemish. (Ephesians 5:25-27)

16All Scripture is given by inspiration of God, and is profitable for doctrine, for reproof, for correction, for instruction in righteousness, 17that the man of God may be complete, thoroughly equipped for every good work. (2 Timothy 3:16)

Set your mind on things above, not on things on the earth. (Colossians 3:2)

8 Finally, brethren, whatever things are true, whatever things are noble, whatever things are just, whatever things are pure, whatever things are lovely, whatever things are of good report, if there is any virtue and if there is anything praiseworthy--meditate on these things. (Philippians 4:8)

You need a better mind set, and it will only come through the Word of God!!!

~JeriRose~

Posted by: JeriRose12

I do not know what this sin is you keep falling into, but it sounds like an addiction. What you need to figure out is: What pain in your life are you trying to asuage/medicate with this behavior? Once you face the fact that some inner pain is driving you, you can really begin to deal with this. Then, you will understand that you need healing, and you will go to Jesus, because He IS the healer!!! Jesus did not just die to save you spiritually. Jesus wants to make you WHOLE. He is our healer, emotionally, mentally, physically, spiritually and in every other possible way. Jesus will truly give you everything you need. Once you taste and see that the Lord is good, you will not need this addiciton, because Jesus will satisfy you in a way nothing else can. You need to let go and let God. Just give up. Quit wrestling and fighting. This is a battle for your spirit. Do not let the devil win. Lay yourself down on the alter and be still and know that He is God. The healing begins with Jesus. There is no other way you will get free of this addiction/sin.

Look at the following scripture:

19Now the works of the flesh are evident, which are: adultery,[3] fornication, uncleanness, lewdness, 20idolatry, sorcery, hatred, contentions, jealousies, outbursts of wrath, selfish ambitions, dissensions, heresies, 21envy, murders,[4] drunkenness, revelries, and the like; of which I tell you beforehand, just as I also told you in time past, that those who practice such things will not inherit the kingdom of God.
22But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, longsuffering, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, 23gentleness, self-control. Against such there is no law. 24And those who are Christ's have crucified the flesh with its passions and desires. 25If we live in the Spirit, let us also walk in the Spirit. 26Let us not become conceited, provoking one another, envying one another.

Now which sounds pleasureablel to you? Do you want the first half or the second? The second portion is what Jesus offers you.

I am praying for you, and will continue to pray. I pray you can begin your journey to healing and wholeness with Jesus. Think of yourself as the one who has love, joy, peace, longsuffering, kindness, goodnes, faithfullness, gentleness, self-control. Wouldn't you rather be headed in that direction, than in the direction of one who satifies the passions and desires of the flesh? If you begin with Jesus, today, you CAN be headed for healing in the Holy Spirit. You can not tell me your sin/addiction can compare to that for satisfying you!!!

~JeriRose~

Posted by: EmilyAngel1984

JeriRose I have had a real hideous time lately. Lately I rejected Christ and every offer to repent all cause I wanted to do evil. I confess I wanted and want to do evil, but I also seek salvation and deliverance.

My friends Annointed Warrior, mission083 (I think that is her name), Dani, Joseph, Linda-Sue, StarChilde are constantly giving me advice and their prayers. Though lately I keep rejecting advice to follow the desire to be evil. I think all this is cause I have a spirit of rebellion and it lead me to do everything to get away from Christ. Everything! I even rejected the promtings to repent. Right now I am searching through myself to see if there is a loophole to this. Deep deep DEEP down I truly desire salvation and am not going to give it up.

I keep trying to find a way out of this but my mindset is in a dangerous position. I KNOW of NO ONE who was in my position and came back to the Lord. The more I try and turn to Christ and admit my truest feelings the more I find how black it is and I turn away. My mind and soul and heart are in a state of agony and I ADMIT IT, I put myself there cause I was ignorant and fool hardy. Now no matter how hard I try to get out of it, I cannot. But something in me says Jesus will NOT give up on me, even if I give up. I am grateful to that. The only thing that gives me comfort is Psalm 32. When a hardened unrepentant sinner, finally confesses his sins and God washes the person clean.

I keep confessing and trying to get to the point of repentence, but to be honest I do not want to repent. But I still want salvation! And I will do anything it takes for God to save me. I hope it comes soon cause being on this spiritual slide (and self inflicted as well) is NOT fun!! NOT FUN AT ALL!!!

And to be honest when you asked which I'd rather like, my first thought was the latter, but then when I was reminded I wanted to do evil I choose the first, but now I want the latter again. I truly would love it DEEP DEEP DEEP DEEP down and I only hope this is setback in my journey to Heaven and Our Lord. I hope He can see my heart and my ways and help me. I know He will allow me to do what I wish, but I want Him now. And I am literally torn in two!

I will pray for God to deliver me. As double headed as I am, I am going to try and find peace. I want peace! I want happiness! True pleasure!! Joy! Goodness!

Posted by: JeriRose12

A double minded man is unstable in all his ways!!! And if you "don't want to repent"--well, you ARE in a dangerous postition!!! There comes a time when you run out of chances; today could be your last chance to get right with God. What about the man who was going to build bigger barns, then the Lord said, "Fool! Your sould is required of you tonight!"? There really is a point of no return:

Anyone who speaks a word against the Son of Man, it will be forgiven him; but whoever speaks against the Holy Spirit, it will not be forgiven him, either in this age or in the age to come. (Matthew 12:32)

"Therefore I say to you, every sin and blasphemy will be forgiven men, but the blasphemy against the Spirit will not be forgiven men. (Matthew 12:31)

but he who blasphemes against the Holy Spirit never has forgiveness, but is subject to eternal condemnation" (Mark 3:29)

And anyone who speaks a word against the Son of Man, it will be forgiven him; but to him who blasphemes against the Holy Spirit, it will not be forgiven. (Luke 12:10)

The Holy Spirit is the one convicting you. If you turn a deaf ear to Him, He will eventually leave you alone. There will come a day He will no longer convict you, and believe me that is a black day. Do not let your conscious be seared!!! Blasphemey means to "speak evil against." There is a scripture in 1 Peter 3 that says uses "conversation" in some versions and "behavior" in other versions. In other words: your actions speak. Right now, your actions are speaking agaisnt the Holy Spirit. Do no continue in this vein, or He will one day stop convicitng you, and then you will have no hope of salvation.

~JeriRose~

Posted by: EmilyAngel1984

HELP ME!! GOD ME PLEASE!!! WHAT CAN I DO?? I KEEP TRYING TO GET OUT OF THIS SINFUL WAY of not repenting and I am fighting myself. Holy Spirit please save me!! God save me!! I AM IN ANGUISH!!! I AM CONVICTED!! PLEASE I ACKNOWLEDGE MY GUILT AND MY SIN!! GOD FORGIVE ME PLEASE!! WHAT CAN I DO?? I HAVE DEMONS INSIDE ME!! I CANNOT GET RID OF THEM!! I AM IN A MINDSET WHERE I REFUSE TO REPENT CAUSE I WANTED TO DO EVIL. I NEED HELP OUT OF THIS!! GOD HAVE MERCY ON ME. I AM LITERALLY GOING SPIRITUALLY INSANE!! PLEASE GOD HAVE MERCY!!! DELIVER ME!!! PLEASE DON'T ABANDON ME PLEASE!! PLEASE!!! SAVE ME GOD!!! SAVE ME GOD!!!! PLEASE!!!

Posted by: david arroyo

Dear Emily, I have read through the messages. It is very hard to judge the sincerity of a person over the internet, I do, however, believe you are sincere or you would not be here. I want you to know that Jesus does not expect us to get clean before we come to Him. We cannot possibly fight the temptations of the world alone. I also want you to know that the great hunger and passion of God is for you to know Him. To know Him deeply, to walk with Him, and to become like Him. He created you to know Him. This is the entire purpose of salvation. God sent Christ to reconcile a fallen and lost people unto Himself. He did not stop there, however. The Bible tells us that when we receive Christ we become new. We literally become united to Christ. We are united to Him in His death, the death of our old self, and united to Him in resurrection, the new life. The Apostle John wrote that those who are born of God have His seed in them. As we walk with Him, through daily prayer, Bible study, listening to sermons, getting involved in church, etc. we become more and more like Him. This process is called "sanctification". The Bible tells us that the Holy Spirit works in us the desire and power to do His will. It is also the Holy Spirit, who indwells us as believers, who brings us freedom and transforms us from glory to glory into the likeness of God. And the Apostle Paul told the Corinthian church that " he who has united Himself to the Lord has become one spirit with Him." This is a great mystery, but Jesus gave us the picture of a vine and a branch to help us understand this union. We are the branches, He is the vine( Read John chp. 15). Also read Romans chapter 6 and 7. In these chapters, Paul writes that we are dead to sin and alive to Christ. In other words, the power of sin has lost its power over those who are truly His. Yet, in chapter seven, Paul describes the agonizing struggle between the flesh and the new, recreated person. Read especially Romans 7:14-25. During Pauls days, when a man committed murder, the dead body of the man was tied to the murderers back. The murderer was then required to walk throughout his day with this dead body tied to him. Eventually the dead body would contaminate the living man and he would die. Many scholars believe that this is what Paul was describing when he said" who will deliver me from this body of death." We are new, however, as long as we live in the flesh we will have to choose to kill the old nature and to walk in the new. If we do not choose, however, to kill the old desires through the power of Jesus, then we will be contaminated and it will kill our spiritual life. Paul exclaims, " Jesus has saved me and enables me to fully meet the righteous requirements of God." I wrote this because I want you to know that you cannot fight this battle alone. Call upon Jesus. Cry out ot him for salvation and deliverance. Begin talking to Him concerning all things, He loves you deeply and wants to heal you, restore you and make you whole. I urge you, right now to begin calling upon the name of Jesus, He will save you if you are sincere. Ask for His forgiveness, ask for a transformed heart and do whatever is necessary to break away from your old life. Get involved in a strong church, you will encounter people who love you and will support you. Also, believe the Word of God. The Bible was written over 1500 years, has 66 books, and was written by 40 authors from all walks of life: shepherds, farmers, physicians, priests, philosophers, fishermen etc., yet it all agrees. The sovereign hand of God oversaw the writing of this holy book, he inspired those who wrote the words and He did it all as a revelation of Himself to mankind. The entire Bible points to Jesus Christ and speaks of Him. And all of creation testifies that the God of the Bible is the only true God. Look at the power of the universe, the order and wisdom of creation, the beauty of mankind, the family structure, the husband and wife relationship( the church is called the Bride of Christ), etc. God has revealed Himself to us through His word and His creation. Do not allow anyone to steer you away from the Bible. Read it, study it, buy teaching tapes( I recommend Joyce Meyers for a new believer).
Finally, you said that sin is pleasurable. Of course it is, for a time. Hebrews 11:25 says, Moses chose to be mistreated along with the people of God rather than to enjoy the pleasures of sin for a short time. He regarded disgrace for the sake of Christ as of greater value than the treasures of Egypt, he was looking ahead to his reward. Jesus is not boring. He is Life itself and all else is garbage in comparision. He created you with desires and passions that He will fulfill in His way. His laws and commands are meant for our good and ultimate benefit. In Him you will find true adventure, intimacy, godly passion and desire. Seek Him, and turn from evil, for He is Life. He came to seek and save the lost. Know this also, His shed blood is more than enough to cover all your sins and to make you new.

Posted by: StarChilde

I want to share something with you all... that Thursday night.,..about 3 in the morning...well either late Thursday night or really early Friday morning... Anointed Warrior and I led Emily through deliverance. There were some spirits leave her, and Praise God... she is ever so much better than the previous posts on here might lead one to believe.
The miracle started with her reading the posts on here, FOR EMILYANGEL1984 and others oppressed by evil spirits, and feeling powerless against it... Anointed Warrior and I were both on one on one discussion with her about it... and we both went to do other things...Chris went to bed, I stayed up studying..intent on going to bed at a decent time... Emily was weighing heavily on my mind tho..I kept lifting her up to God in prayer... and was not getting to bed...well I decided to check my email before going to bed..unusual for me... and there was ANointed Warrior! Asking for my help and prayers because Emily was going through deliverance! I back him up, and praised God, and just kept praising. .. for satan hates praise to God....and the changes in her are remarkable.. she still has questions... but then didn't most of us, when we were first baby Christians!? The self-condemnation and unwillingness to repent are gone, with other like spirits... I thank God for using me and Chris in such a way...it is a real blessing!

Posted by: gwenith21

Wow, I just got done reading over this post briefly and my head is seriouslly spinning.
One thing I would like to say to Emily is that none of us will ever be free on this earth of our flesh, meaning we will never be perfect. our thoughts our desires etc. Just because you have flshly desires and weaknesses doesnt mean you arent saved my dear, it means you rhuman. it sucks but one day we will be free of that!!! With Christ, Becuas eof him, and non anything to do with our part, all you do is believe.

Go to this link

www.Impactministries.com

You can listen to sermons on tis site and also order books. This man ( dr. Richards) is not a false prophet.
I think you should stop trying to find all the false prophets, and learn from real Christian men and women who have great wisdom and insight, then after time you will beable to disenr between right and wrong teachings more clearly.
There is one imparticular book called "How to Stop the Pain" that changed my life! Really, that is a powerful statement, but God worked in my heart tremendiously through dr richards teachings. He also has another book i strongly strongly suggst called "Co=dependantChristianity" That i think would be a great read for yo
Please check these out.
sometiems you can buy these books used on amazon.com, for like less then half price.
God bless you , you ar ein my prayers, please keep us updated!!!
Love Holly

Posted by: JeriRose12

Thanks for sharing this, StarChilde. Emily has really been on my heart. I am so glad to read this!!! I knew there had to be some kind of breakthrough for her! Your faithfullness is SO appreciated!!!

How are things going, Emily? I would like to hear how you feel now!

~JeriRose~