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Posted by: TONIP

I Know My Life Hasnt Been Perfect. But Why Do You Turn Your Back On Me And Let My Cries Go Unheard? Why Is All I Ever Have Is Suffering And Pain? For 36 Years I Have Had Nothing But One Heartache After Another And Constant Struggles? Will You Ever Hear Or Answer Any Of My Prayers? Will My Next 36 Years More Of The Same? I Pray And Believe With All My Heart And Feel So Abandoned. Why So Much Punishment For Me? I Havent Murdered, Sold My Bodie Or Soul But Yet Im An Outcast To You.
Nail Me On The Cross And Leave As You Have Done Now. Take The Last Beathe If I Cant Have A Relationship With You. I Need
Love And A Friend. Im So Tired Let Me Rest In Peace . Everything I Ever Believed In Has Now Become A Doubt As To Wheter I Was Wrong . I Have Had Everything Taken From Me Execpt My Life And I Wish You Would Take It. I Think Enough Is Enough.please Please Hear Me Oh God How Much More Must I Endure????


Posted by: NNB

Father God,in the name of Jesus I asked that you will send your Holy Spirit to touch and speak to TONIP. I asked Heavenly Father that you hear their cry for help in the name of Jesus Christ! I am really lost for words right at the moment after reading your post, It has not been long since I myself was feeling the way you are now,I felt like everything and everybody was against me,and that everyone around me was living this wonderful life and bless one after another,even people I knew that wasn't born again or could care less about my God was being blessed and living a so called happy life. I would pray and pray and it seemed as if I couldn't get an answer from God,I knew I wasn't an evil person I just didn't know what was going on.Until I just got down on my knees one night and prayed and prayed to God and asked him to reveal to me what I was doing wrong,was I being unrightous some kind I way,I prayed for guidance and wisdom to know when I doing something outside his perfect will. I repented for everything I could think of. Thinking back to that time I had stopped praying,I only prayed when I really needed to hear from the Lord I was praising him like I should have been praising him and thanking him. It seemed I had time for everything else but Jesus.I started thanking him for life, for loving me unconditionally,for being there even when I wasn't calling on him to be,for keeping my family and myself save and healthy.I took life for granted and thought that God was just a backup plan if I got into a mess.I don't know what your particular situation is,But I do know our Heavenly Father Jesus Christ loves you and cares about everything that you are going through right know,he sees your hurt and hears you cry TRUST him a lot more than you are right,give him your all,repent for something if that is what you need to do,petiton to the Lord and asked for guidance.Believe me,just lay it out there talk to God right now,get somewhere by yourself get on your face and seek God,continue to seek him until you get an answer,He will be listening I gaurantee you. I pray for total turn around in every situation you are facing and I pray and believe for The Holy Spirit to take over your mind,body and soul.

May God bless you!
"He did hear my voice out of His temple,and my cry did enter into his ears" (2Sam.22:7)


Posted by: alegria457

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Originally Posted by TONIP
I Know My Life Hasnt Been Perfect. But Why Do You Turn Your Back On Me And Let My Cries Go Unheard? Why Is All I Ever Have Is Suffering And Pain? For 36 Years I Have Had Nothing But One Heartache After Another And Constant Struggles? Will You Ever Hear Or Answer Any Of My Prayers? Will My Next 36 Years More Of The Same? I Pray And Believe With All My Heart And Feel So Abandoned. Why So Much Punishment For Me? I Havent Murdered, Sold My Bodie Or Soul But Yet Im An Outcast To You.
Nail Me On The Cross And Leave As You Have Done Now. Take The Last Beathe If I Cant Have A Relationship With You. I Need
Love And A Friend. Im So Tired Let Me Rest In Peace . Everything I Ever Believed In Has Now Become A Doubt As To Wheter I Was Wrong . I Have Had Everything Taken From Me Execpt My Life And I Wish You Would Take It. I Think Enough Is Enough.please Please Hear Me Oh God How Much More Must I Endure????


Heavenly father, you said you are a rewarder of those who seek you. You said if we call on you, you will be near. Thank you for your promises and your faithfulness. You heard the cry of Tonip, and you know what the needs are. If there is any sin issue, I ask you to forgive Tonip of anything that might not have yet been confessed. We know that not all heartache is of sin. So we ask you to visit Tonip. Answer the call, Lord, as only you can do. We place every need at your feet, because you told us to cast all our cares upon you. When Jesus was here on earth as a human, he experienced desperation and abandonment. So we know you know exactly how Tonip feels. Please provide the comfort and relief that is needed here, as you are dealing with every problem and situation that needs to be addressed. You are all-powerful and all-knowing. We bless you for your care of Tonip and for how marvelously you are working to meet the needs here. Thank you, Lord, for hearing and responding to this prayer. Amen.


Posted by: all4jesus

We are the same age and I too have had a painful life and alot of suffering as well. We live in a fallen world and we are of a sinful nature all of which we can't help for we didn't create us. God created us for His Glory. Sometimes the pain and suffering is God showing us what we need to do to make ourselves come to Him and humble ourselves in front of Him, change our ways that are not of His and believe me from my own experiences in life He will allow whatever needs to be in order for Him to bring You to Him in repentance and acceptance of His gift of salvation in His son Jesus Christ. The Lord is just like our earthly parents who displince us when we are wrong. He does this because He is love and loves us unconditionally while we are imperfect. Sometimes the pain and suffering happen from others and is the consequences in their lives that we get caught in the crossfire. Then sometimes it all happens for He works best in our weakeness and His strengthen is shown to its fullest in our lives. This is for His Glory and us to share with others. For we will never learn all of lifes lessons there are to many that is why we learn from others mistakes, sins and it teaches us love. Continue praying and reading and confessing and believing in the Lord for He will bring the answers in His perfect timing. It is hard to wait sometimes but His timing is perfect and won't be a minute pass due. I Pray Lord Jesus that You by Your unfailing love bring this soul into Your light so that the path is well lite for the Truth of Your word to shine through. I ask Lord that while this trial and testing of faith is going on that You send people of godly influences into this souls life to share their faith, love and hope with so that the faith this soul has will grow and become unshakeable. In You God all is possible. I pray in the Name of Jesus Christ Amen. Dawn