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betsy,hand&june,evelyn,luis,marilyn,deb&paul,becker,horst,all their kids
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Posted by: glory_one
I'd like to thank all of you who prayed for us and sent out our prayer needs.. the many we have posted here this past month. (It would be a great blessing to us if as many as possible could storm the gates and pass along all our prayer needs as we still have me in ALOT of physical excruciating pain with this osteo arthritis and I’m young (40 ),low on funds, help ,jobs, healings, and deliverance from all this etc. ).
Anyway, the day I asked you for prayers about food my Mom in law Betsy sent up a nice lovely bowl of soup and a nice little dish of food, it’s how I was later able to write a detailed prayer need here for families and their holiness and revival that day. Please go to where our prayer needs are listed and pass our needs along to as many Christians/intercessors as you can as the Lord leads you. We still need help financially to be able to buy the foods we need and want and they are modest requests. My Hub. was able to buy food since that day, thank our Lord. But it’s often stretching it very tightly a lot when it comes to ANY expense. And I’m not kidding friends. I mean the most minor expenses . No one in the family of faith has reached out to help us much at all, churches, Salvation Army, Good Will etc.. Even our well to do brother in Jesus and his Wife have been a bit tight handed . Though they’d have us over for dinner now and then a year or so back, it often was brought up to our face/s. He’s a good brother and so is his Wife as sister in Christ. I guess they feel if ‘they’’ did it everyone else must just do as they did , when it’s God’s Grace that helped them along too not just their hard work, let’s face it.. And living at my unsaved Mother in Laws (Betsy’s) house IS work, trust this.. To help me and my Hub. get on our feet , try to save, not so much , etc.
As far as our car, thanks to God and our prayers and yours the thieves brought it back yesterday it ended up at the local pound. But the guy there was screaming at my sweet Husband Walt and Walt who is normally very patient got angry and hit his fist through the windshield , the guy was acting like Walt was the thief :O( He was screaming at my Husband the “white guy” (Actually he is half Hispanic, and has suffered with his family many of the losses and indignities people from foreign nations can sometimes experience when not given chances or opportunities other families have.. Our father in law left Walt’s family when he was a teen, he hasn’t been in the picture in years. He has not helped in any way. Nor has Walt’s Brother Hans and his Wife June, who are on their feet largely due to Walt’s helping raise the family at an early age and thus putting of his education and ability to work and make money so Hans and June, his sister Evelyn and his Mother Betsy could go to school and have pensions and careers etc. I know it sounds like George Bailey in
“Its A Wonderful Life” but I promise you its true! Walt , the eldest, diapered his now 34 yr. old sisters bottom, fed his 4 sibling family, helped his Mother Betsy be where she is today with pension in hand, and his Brother all often unsaved, Hans the Professor, so THEY could have children and live in very posh areas and live well with Phds etc., while we are still trying to win back all those years Satan has tried to rob from us ..My Husbands youth age 15-34 of helping his unsaved Mom Betsy her shopping dry cleaning etc., for her work and pension, now. And helping so HANS and EVELYN and Hans Wife JUNE had to do VERY little if ANYthing to help Mom and each other. Walt was the rock and had to sacrifice ALL his studies etc. to help his family. Even when his other sister Christal passed on at 17 of Hepatitis WALTER was the ONE who drove her to the hospital when she was jaundiced and delirious. The Dad was already gone.. He, the Dad didnt even come to her funeral. After my accident my sister Deb. ,who is my only sibling and a Nurse in Florida and has one child with her Husband Paul the engineer, never wrote me or called me at all to ask about my head on last November. Nor did Walt’s family. In FACT they were unkind and are to this day Even Walt’s Brother Hans said about our situation :”You’re in a pickle.” Their compassion is almost non existent as is their ability to see ALL Walt has and had done for them and me as Walt’s Wife trying to help by living at unsaved Mother in laws. I wanted to write this out for you to understand. I had many abuses when I was a younger child up to young adult hood. Many abuses mainly my Dad.. They have no material way to help us. We have forgiven them ALL and love them too .We ask you to PLEASE pray they and their kids all get saved. But I must be honest and say, they have not really helped us except by slander, ill will unkindness and prideful condescension and false judging. We’ve even seen such spirits in churches filled with saved folks on good incomes :O( As for my disability mild bi polar and agoraphobia(panic) and also now the arthritis is painful and a bit upsetting, makes it very hard to work outside. I also have Thyroid. But I'd gladly work from home if I could.. That's about it
Walt is my wonderful Godly Christian Husband I thank God for EVERY day. It’s not his fault many employers will gladly take on temporary long term employees and pay them greatly less than what they deserve or need as a living wage. Mainly from our destroyed car in my head on last November, after a few months of living here at my unsaved Mom in laws, we have our only savings. The car was not a double digit figure. I’m still in pain from it .I thank our God again, for surviving it, I had it after 3 months living here at unsaved Mom in law Betsy’s house, where we still live. Her friend owns this 2 family building.
So there we had more money to pay that we don’t have plus they city had 3 tickets on it since the thieves took it for a joy ride, I've always wanted to have our kids. Part of why we postponed it is I was afraid. Afraid if post birth depression and also for not having any money to take car of all of us..I'm still young enough at 40 but time is moving..
We are still at Mom in law Betsy’s in the cold.. Sunday November 23, 2003. I’m sure there are things I left out of this sharing, but, this is the best I can do right now. We’ve been at Betsy’s (unsaved Mom in laws) place one and a half years February 1st. No heat here now and feeling a bit under the weather .Its getting a bit colder now in the NYC boroughs area NJ area . Please pray we are safe and don’t get sick (emotionally or physically).
As for our owning a computer, I do thank GOD we own one. We used to run a very small Internet start up company it made about one mans medium to small salary but 9 11 and the dot com crash hit us money wise so we had to move in at Moms. I could NEVER think of selling this computer. With my disability I have no way of getting out of a house all week and this computer provides helpful information about sending out asking for jobs, ways to cook healthy food cheaply and ways to send out prayer for each other and others! Our computer is one of me few and SOLE sources of friendship and communications! To us it is not a luxury ! Selling it would make it impossible for us to send resumes , or have the ability to do searches about my health conditions, the very very cruel painful arthritis I have , bi polar depression support groups , or just companies in general. Selling this computer for some thing that would be consumed very quickly does NOT seem a good trade nor is it Gods Will, we KNOW this and we'd lose ALOT of ability to reach out and TRY to help each other and ourselves, and others as we can, if it weren’t for this machine. Granted its an older one and running low on ram and stuff, but we thank our Lord for it . After all, it has helped us send our prayer needs to you guys .That ALONE is one of the BEST blessings. Helping me by chats as Christian company cant also, be undervalued. Hope that answers the question about selling this gift of the modest material we do have
If someone wants to email us about help, please let us know. At this point one brother or sister here has requested .We are going to email him or her now.
happy Holidays,
Pam and Walter
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Posted by: cgirl
Lord God, I ask that glory_one would seek you first and to look to you for help and not to others. Open the windows of heaven upon them as they walk in your presence. Save their family, help them to be a good example to them. Heal their bodies and give them strength in Jesus name, amen and amen.