He murdered his dad. The Face of Real Revival in Gresham Oregon. Please Pray
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Date: May 08, 2005 - 07:00 AM
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 | | I murdered my Dad a few years ago |  | | Pastor Jerry when I first saw you I told everyone you were a fake. Please forgive me. Jesus has set me free. |  | | Pastor Jerry. Jesus has set me free. I can sleep for the first without night mares in years. Thank you Jesus for what you are doing. | Dear Pastor Jerry:
What I wanted to say or add to my Testimony is that the first night I saw you I thought you were a fake and that your driver looked like he was from the Mob with his sunglasses.
The first time you yelled Fire! it was over for me. I have never been into yelling or loud preaching. But my friend Steven would not give up on me. He kept praying with his dad Michael for me to come back. I refused but they kept at it.
Finally Wednesday night which is my church night I came back. When you started talking about what you had been through in your life rape, drugs, alcohol and self destruction something moved my heart.
Then I gave you a chance. When you looked into my eyes with such love and acceptance I was willing to say a prayer with you. I know you knew nothing about me or my life. You then touched me and I got warm all over my whole body.
You then said "You have many deaths inside you." Only the Lord could have shown you that I had killed my father at the age of 29, because of years of physical abuse and watching my mother and brother beat by him.
Only the Lord could have shown you that I was raped like you.
Only the Lord could have shown you that my brother tried to kill himself with a shotgun and is now crippled with brain damage.
That my ex-wife and I lost 3 children in a pregnancy. That she left me after that and is now remarried with a baby. Those were my deaths
BUT NOT ANY MORE. After you prayed for satan to get off of me and to leave me alone I have not had any night mares in two days and my insides and hands have stopped shaking for the first time since I killed my dad. Until now the devil would not let me alone. For the first time I feel I am at peace and have hope. I want to live for the first time in years.
I want to thank Jesus and You for this
Troy |
| I murdered my Dad a few years ago | | | | Pastor Jerry when I first saw you I told everyone you were a fake. Please forgive me. Jesus has set me free. | Pastor Jerry. Jesus has set me free. I can sleep for the first without night mares in years. Thank you Jesus for what you are doing. | Dear Pastor Jerry:
What I wanted to say or add to my Testimony is that the first night I saw you I thought you were a fake and that your driver looked like he was from the Mob with his sunglasses.
The first time you yelled Fire! it was over for me. I have never been into yelling or loud preaching. But my friend Steven would not give up on me. He kept praying with his dad Michael for me to come back. I refused but they kept at it.
Finally Wednesday night which is my church night I came back. When you started talking about what you had been through in your life rape, drugs, alcohol and self destruction something moved my heart.
Then I gave you a chance. When you looked into my eyes with such love and acceptance I was willing to say a prayer with you. I know you knew nothing about me or my life. You then touched me and I got warm all over my whole body.
You then said "You have many deaths inside you." Only the Lord could have shown you that I had killed my father at the age of 29, because of years of physical abuse and watching my mother and brother beat by him.
Only the Lord could have shown you that I was raped like you.
Only the Lord could have shown you that my brother tried to kill himself with a shotgun and is now crippled with brain damage.
That my ex-wife and I lost 3 children in a pregnancy. That she left me after that and is now remarried with a baby. Those were my deaths
BUT NOT ANY MORE. After you prayed for satan to get off of me and to leave me alone I have not had any night mares in two days and my insides and hands have stopped shaking for the first time since I killed my dad. Until now the devil would not let me alone. For the first time I feel I am at peace and have hope. I want to live for the first time in years.
I want to thank Jesus and You for this
Troy |
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